H.UIXUAN xD

With you around, everything is safe.

2009-09-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

Helloh to all of you who is reading my blog right now ! ^-^
Im back to normal alr. Past few days were really emotional. I apologised fr that.
Went out with Baby this two days, ^-^

17th September 2009 ; Thursday.
Waited fr bi to came. & I received Low Kay Hwa books, "Journey".
Hahaha. Lol. Cant wait to read it. Currently muz concentrate on studies first ! ^^v
Alright, then i went doing my homework. Such a good girl right :B I know i am.
Okay, after homework. Went to HougangMall, Sucks big time in th first place ,cause big fight with bi.
Alright over a old bitch ! Hahs ,whatever. Not gng care anymore ^^v
Kkay, then bi heartpain me leys , hahah!

He say :" okay lah, dont cry liao. Me bring you go eat."
Im still crying , then he kip asking me not to cry. Haha ! Lol, in th public somemore.
Alright, then we went to PastaMania to have our dinner. ^o^
Then here goes something funny. We ordered alr, then bi pay by NETS . & we went back to our seats.
Guess what. Th staff came & say :"Sir, You forgotten to press your pin number."
Im laughing my ass out tht min , damn funny lah. Especially bi's expression.

Kkay, after dinner @ mall. Bus 325 to HpugangPoint. Lol.
Went there to buy things, & then walk home. Had fun on th way home.
& Baby went home. :D

18th September 2009 ; Friday.

Happy Sixth Month to Charmaine Sister & Zhixian Bro-In-Law.
I know you can last till tht long like me & my boyfr. ^^v Hehehs :B
Remember, no matter what happen . I will be there fr th both of you ♥

School as usual. Lesson as per normal.
Has been working real hard on Maths right now, dont believe ask Eileen.
Haha! I said, that i wanted to post Eileen's unglam photos, but i didnt ! Lol.
Alright, then lesson end at 12p.m. Walked to front gate. Home with Baby. (L) ^-^
& then we had lunch @ Hougang Green. Lol, i cant finished. Baby finished fr me ^o^

Home sweet home, after lunch. Bathed, & prepare to go out.
Went to Ang Mo Kio Hub. & Then went to bought tickets fr "The Ugly Truth".
Before th show starts, we went to arcade & play. Saw Jiaxin & her friends. (:
After few rounds of games in arcade. Went to Macdonal have fries, lol. & back to cinema.

"The Ugly Truth" is totally great.
Other that it has some sexually languages tht i dont really understand.
Its really funny. Haha! Im laughing like a mad woman in parts of th movie.
Alright, after movie bus home. & then baby went to work. Lol.

Came onlined after staring th wall. Haha ! Lol .

Omfgzxs . Its alr th 18th of September .

Which means another week, will be me & bi's 13th monthsary.

I cant believe that we can manage till this long manzxs.

I really hope that things will go smoothly like now, i hate quarrelling with him.

& Yesterday will be th last day that we quarrel till that badly !
I promised, & Baby promised me too. ^-^ We shall kept our promise ! :D Haha!
He swear that we'll last till forever, & i know he's serious !

Baby, I love you. & You know i do. Dont make me disappointed. ♥

Rewind .

2009-09-17T15:15:00.002+08:00

If time could be rewinded, where would you want to stop.
If i can have th chance to get back to where i was, from th start ;
I would choose not to be what i am now .

I hate wearing a mask infront of everyone.
Pretending im happy, when im not. Hide at th corner of my room to cry.
Acting infront of everyone , Im in happiness ; when im not.

But who know how i feel ? & rather what im thinking about ?
Nobody i guess, not even myself. Sigh.
Life is dumb. Life is meaningless. Life is emotional.

I cant even controlled my own emotional.
I dont even know what myself want, from others & myself.
I dont know what can i do , to make myself not to be like what i am NOW !

I hate discovering th truth. I hate knowing some people around me.
I hate being hurt over & over again. I hate everything , that i hate.
Cause it deeply hurt on my heart, that make me breathless.

Can i take a break from everything ?

I know i cant. Because there's so much thing i've to do.

& Who will be th one that is always there for me along everything i does ?

Title ? What would it be ?

2009-09-16T16:09:00.003+08:00

Helloh to everyone who's reading my blog, right now :)
What are you guys thinking now, I've alot of things on my mind .
Im feeling so confused ,angry, disappointed & down ,though nothing really happen :x

If your life was to be name.

What title would you give it to your life ?

Can you think of one ? I cant .
Cause i dont know how am i suppose to describe my life either .

Hasnt been blogging this few days :/
I was in school in th morning ,& out @ th afternoon ,came back only @ night.
& Now, i finally have th time to update. Haha! & Im gng to have a nap ,after this :)

School as usual . Lessons as per normal . Has been doing MsTan homework :)
She should be happy that i did her work ,cause i usually dont do her work, lol. ^-^
Out with bi for movies, & revising for my N's ! ^-^v

Catch Dance Flicks & Alien in th Attics .
I prefer Alien in th Attics more than Dance Flicks, cause i cant get th joke in Dance Flick somehow :/
& Alien in th Attics is much more funny & interesting . Cuteeeeeeee too~! Hahahaha ! xD
Took few photos. But im not gng to upload it today. Other day, probably. :)

Alright, That's all for today.
I need some rest , & i need to revise later in th evening ! :)

Oh, anws :
Happy 14th Birthday , Sister !
I hope you like th present that i gave you. Haha. I find it fr quite some time ! :)
& hope that everything you wishes fr will come true . All th best in everything yea ^-^
Must rmbr th letter / card that i gave you alright, haha!
I ♥ your burger ! ._.

& 9 more days , 13th monthsary.

How long will it goes on,

I hope it will be forever , but i dont think it will.

Im losing faith in everything , omgzxs . T.T

I dont know what's wrong with me .

2009-09-13T15:36:00.000+08:00

Helloh again ! Im back here ! :)
I dont know what to blog about because nothing really happen .
But im still as usual, feeling quite emotional. School starting tmrw, again ):

I didnt really enjoy my holiday. I seems to be stucking at home nowadays.
Cause i dont know where to go, dont know what to do either.
I cant concentrate on studying. I dont know why is it so , feeling so terribly emotional.
How can i be like this. I cant. But i dont know how to control . )':

I've to buck up on my studies. I seriously have to.
Sigh. I seems so moodless, & sleepy nowaday. Dont know why either. ):
Dont give a damn to anything, anymore. )':
Can someone tell me , what's going on with me ? Sigh .

I shall go take a walk , alone .

To figure out what really happen to me .

I wonder, Where to go ?

2009-09-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

Helloh to everyone who is reading my blog right now :)

Before you start reading, I want to remind you to tag me before you leave ! :)

Thank You Very Much ! :D

I have change my blogskin !

Is it alright ? Any comment ? :/

No very negative comment please , Cause i wont accept it :)

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Im sorry for neglecting my blog again.

But seriously i dont have th mood to update. Im very emotional nowaday.

I dont know why. Probably because of my woman's problem, every time will emotional when it cames.

Fcuk up. I hate being woman sometime. Its so trouble some ! :x

& Im stuck at th point of not stuying ! -'-

Cause i got no mood either. Sigh. How am i gng to get gd result ? T-T

I really have to get to work even harder now. Sigh.

Alright , That's all for today. Im not in th mood either. :/

Readers tag me alright ! :) Thankyou, so much. Keep my blog alive.
I promise to update real soon , yeah :) Stay tuned !

I dont know what's gng to happen.

I sense that something bad is happening..

Th feeling is so strong ,so strong ! Omfgzxs. What am i gng to do.

Or am i just being over-sensitive ? :/

Baby. Where are you ?

Never leave me alone, please !

I know you will never leave me alone ,Baby I love you.

25082008, Another thirteen more days to our 13th monthsary. ♥

Helloh to blogger ! :D

2009-09-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

Helloh to blogger, friends & anyone who is reading my blog right now :)
Firstly, i've to say this post might be an quite emotional post, as im feeling down right now.
I dont even know why im feeling down too ? Was talking w bi ,& ended th call ; so he wont know im emoing.

I doesnt like that he know im emoing.
Cause he will ask alot, well i know he concern.
But i dont like him asking, i just want him to sliently be there fr me. Pampering me.
But i know he's unable. So later @ 11p.m ,he'll call. & he's now on th phone with me. :x

Alright, Im just being random. Really random. Haha! Lol. :x
Finally N'level papers are currently over now, another one month to next paper.
Omfzxs. I've started preparing alr. ^o^ Hoho. Finally three papers are down down down !

I wanted to go ITE. But my parents doesnt want. :(
They want me to go Sec Five, which i doesnt want. I think it will be more stress.
Sigh , I dont know lah. I still will try my best , for N'levels. No worries.

Alright , Let me upload some pictures first :D

That is th photo I have it now. I still have more with Biiiiiii~ :D
& Im going to blog it out real soon or when i have th time alright :) Hehs ^-^

: & This is what i want it to be. P.S : Tht is not my baby, my cousin.
25th August 2008 ,
Together for One year, two week & one day.
I know we're both still young in everyone eyes.
But so what if we're young, though we're young but at least we're mature.
Idk why does people like to tell me, dont take it so seriously.
I mean like, thy will say :"Nothing last forever." You said nothing last forever.
Then let me tell you ,we're nothing. Cause we're nothing in everyone eye, but just human.
I know, you'll just being concern so tell me that. But sorry, i cant accept it.
Yes, I know he's 19 & im juz 16. So ? We're alr planning to get married.
& We're both serious. We commmited alot in this out of all of our relationship.
Can you imagine that we've alr plan what to call our first baby girl & boy.
Can you imagine that we've alr plan how to decorate our house.
Can you imagine what we're suppose to do, after married.
Can you imagine that we really have plan all this alr. & we've promise one another.
I dont know why you guys want to tell me all those,
Probably like i say concern ? But to me, its like cursing me / sort of telling me I WONT LAST THAT LONG.
Yea. Im not pretty, Im not like those ah lians in th street dressing so nice & pretty. & i dont make up.
I know all my bad points.
But when you're in relationship , what do you care th most ? Looks or Heart ?
Are you looking for someone love, or for someone pretty/handsome ?
Even when you've found someone pretty/handsome, does looks last forever th same ? No manzxs.
* But for heart, yes. It might be old, but th feeling will never be th same . *
Bi & I dont go for looks, cause we love. Our heart bond together alr.

& Now im just hoping that everything above will come true right now. (L)

I may sound fcuking irritating saying all this.

But i cant help it, i just write how i feel.

If you dont like, then dont read.

Dont come spam me alright, dare leave down your name.

Helloh Blogger ! :D

2009-09-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Helloh. Im tired right now.
& I dont have th mood to update right now.
English paper tmrw. & That will be th last paper fr this week. :)

& I've just deleted my previous post. :)
Haha! Lol. I shall update real soon! & Im changing my blogskin too! :D
Stay tuned ,alright! :)

I had a great day ! :D

2009-09-02T22:24:00.003+08:00

Helloh all. Im back to blog. :)
& I dont know what to blog either. Haha! But took lots of photos.
Please enjoy th photos! :D

& I dont feel like going school tomorrow. ):
Please tag me ! ^-^

Will update real soon! :D

2009-09-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

I will update my blog as soon as possible.
Blogger is in problems again! What th fcuk. Shall change to others soon.
Shall wait fr my darling to update first ,then i will update. :)
Hahaha! He still own me alot of updates! *Smack him*

& I changed my blogskin & song again! :p
Okay, got to go before my dad start nagging ! ><

Replies Of Tags :D

2009-08-30T18:43:00.002+08:00

Helloh all. Im back blogging once again.
No pictures for this week. All pictures will be uploaded real soon. Cause photos all with Baby. :/
& My blog seems to be dead without photo. Shall take photos tmrw. :)

Its bi's birthday today! & I feel so sorry that i didnt celebrate with him.
But in th morning, Mum bought a cake fr bi ! Hahaha! But only me & bi eat th cake. Still got one whole lot left.
Bi say he is touch that mum bought him a cake. Haha! :D Lol. Ate th cake & Off we go.

Bus 74 to Chinatown. Lol. Nothing better to do.
Actually wanted to go cycling der. But it's raining, so changed th idea of cycling.
God damn. There's 3 girl on th bus, thought th bus was their's ,talking like those AUNTIES IN MARKET !
What th hell man. But lucky thy alight @ Bugis there.

& Alight. We went Macdonal have lunch. Im damn hungry. :/
Bi told me something which is so funny. haha! Should not mention, cause too stupid!
Then we went to Chinatown Point. Supposingly, we should be window shopping.
But end up, we playing Hide & Seek + Catching down there ! Lmao ! Damn fun ! :D

Bi use 18 min to catch me. While i only use 12 min to catch him. Hahaha!
Anws, he let me win der lah :) Haha! Lol. Play until i headache ! Then bus-ed home .
Alight. & Its ard 5p.m alr. Bi need to go meet he's mum fr religious thingy. :)
But i wanted to go Hougang Green buy bubble tea, he want to tag along, but i dont want him too.

& So i walked to Hougang Green. :)
Stupid bi went stalking me. Haha! He thought i dont know, i pretended that i dont know only.
So i was queueing up @ th Bubbletea Shop,
Bi say: "Helloh ,What a coincidence."
& I say : "Haha! Why are you here ?."
Bi say : "Haha! Cause i suddenly want drink bubble tea so i came here buy loh."

What th hell. Like i will believe . Cause i alr saw him following behind me.
I just pretend that i didnt see anything, & continue walking. :)
But that was funny, & bi was caring ; he followed just to ensure that im safe. :)

& Then he sent me home. But dad was mopping th floor.
So i went to find my mum @ her workplace instead. :) Waited fr about half an hour.
Bought snacks, & home sweet home. Bathed. Online. & Reply tags. :)

Celestia. Relinked. Takecare & last long too. Hehe.
}R.E : Haha. Thankyou. & You lastlong too :D

Charmaineeeeee Eileen LOL, Ya we kang yi !!! Ohh OLD MAN Birthday !! I go sms him HAHA
}R.E : Lol lah. Haha. That's how you found out his bday. I see.

Natalie's (L) Haha ! Really, I cross my heart that I'm not pretty. I hearts die you alr ^^.
}R.E : Nahh. Dont deny. Your pretty. Haha! Me love you too! (L)

Charmaine Hihi xuanny! Tagging you back! (L).
}R.E : Helloh! :D Thankyou. (L)

CARMEN! hey. i've relinked you already, and i'm your plurk friend.
}R.E : Hey! Thankyou yea :)

Eileeen.! o.o cheerup okay? you sad i also sad :x
}R.E : Haha! Alright, sound so fake . :/

S'hihua! i link you long ago noob
}R.E : o.o really ? haha! thankyou :D

Eileeen.! ya lo! super kang yi ar! where got not good friend? *strongly agree to charmaine
}R.E : Lol. Haha! Hao la. I know you both love me alot!

Passerby im joey (: , you added mie in ur plurk . LOL
}R.E : Oh, which Joey ? Got blog ?

Natalie's (L) SugarBaby ♥ ! Stay pretty okayyyyy ! Luv, (L).
}R.E : SugarBaby ♥ ! Im not pretty !

S'hihua! cheerup!
}R.E : Alright :)

Charmaineeeeee OI OI OI ! WHAT NOT GOOD FRIEND ! YOU ARE ALWAYS OUR BESTEST FRIEND ! DONT SAY THT ABOUT YOURSELF ! I DISAPPROVE !!!
}R.E : Hao la ,Hao la. Act fierce. :x

Bendanzxs hi :D tagged
}R.E : Thanks fr th tag ! :D

Eileeen.! & still, grats for your 1 year, besties!
}R.E : Haha, Thankyou besties ♥

Eileeen.! what should i tag leh??hmm..cool! i like that scenery. very nice ;DDD
}R.E : Haha! Lol ley! :x Hees.

Passerby LOL, last looong (: so sweet lah. (: hope to see more photos of u and ur love one ! and gratts to 1 year.
}R.E : Haha! Thankyou. Leaving down your name & url will be better ! :)

HuiFang TAGGED ;D
}R.E : Thanks fr tagging! :D

♥KUMIKO Grats on 1year ! Last longer ~
}R.E : Thankyou :D

Cassandra Meme ? My profile ? KLOLOL .
}R.E : Huh ? What you mean ?

YULIN welcome. ;D thankyou. LOL. (:
}R.E : Welcome too :D

Kkay, tags are all replied ! :D

& To my precious bi :
Though im not able to celebrate your birthday NOW!
But i promised ,from next yr onwards, I'll celebrate with you ! I swear & promised!
No matter how busy i am , I will celebrate it with you. I promised. :D

& 27 more days, to our 13th Monthsary. ^^v

I realised in relationship, not just sweet talk will do.
Lasting a love need to goes thru ups & downs with th other one. :)
& That's why bi & I last till now :)

& Im ~~forced~~ here to blog something about Shihua! ):
Oh, Shihua love me is a good thing ! :D

2009-08-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday, My Precious Darling ! (L)

Omgzxs ! You're one year older ,already ! Hahaha !

I remember, before today which was on th 29th ; was th first day we first met.

& After all, its just one year alr. Hahah. Cant believe that time really pass that fast.

Im so glad that i've you. So glad, so glad that im willing to sacrifice myself just for you. ^-^

Im someone who live in th earth for 16 years, & you 19 years.

& Fate just brought us together ,giving us lots of obstacles to gone throught together.

Baby, though i might not be celebrating your birthday tomorrow ;

But i promise/swear ,i wont let your birthday just gone like this. I will pay you back, someday. ^-^

& I promised, i will be a loving, caring, understanding wife for th sake of you.

To be there for you always, when you needed me. & to give you my support in everything (L)

Me love you, forever !

I know you are the one (L),

2009-08-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

"Darling, i just wanted to let you know that you're th one that brighten up my life.

Without you, i dont know where to move on."

HELLO TO ALL OF YOU ! :D
How is things going on with all of you ? Mine was stil quite alright. :)
Though im quite emotional this few days, Please bear with me uh ?

Things is going well between me & baby. I hope this continues forever.
Though we still have some small lil tiff, but everything still alright.
I guess we would be able to go very long. *Pray hard that we really could*
& Tomorrow is Baby's birthday. Im getting something for him, but not tht soon.

Dont think we going to celebrate, because we're broke ):
But i will pay him back someday, so no worry baby.
I wont let your bday just pass like this. Just give me some time alright ? :D

I should stop here than. It getting late.
& Im going to sleep alr. Haha! Shall blog some other day yea ?
Anyway, Im sick of blogging also. Lol. Shall update when i've th mood uh :)

Goodnight to all of you, & may god bless you. (^^)v

Where's th rainbow ,after the rain ?

2009-08-28T22:37:00.005+08:00

Before watching th video, scroll down & stop my blogsong first ! ^-^
Thankyou! :D

& Baby do you still remember this video ? Haha! Th video that i made fr you. ^-^

Somehow th tune of this song best describe my mood. Th melody, sound nice. & so does th song.
& I dont know what fcuk happen to me again. Im back to th past once again. Th emo me. :(
I dont want to be emo. Because i dont like. I hate being down for nothing. I feel rocks on my heart.
I feel that its so hard fr me to breathe. )': Sigh. I dont know what can i do, not to let myself to be like this.
I hate being like this, because it hurt my precious boy. )':
He's gonna be hurt because of me, i dont want him to. )':

Bi, im sorry. T-T I know i shouldnt be like this.
But i dont know how not to. I know i love you. Remember what i said, i love you th most.
& You are in my first piority ! Remember, now is, forever is ; alway is ! ^-^
I hope you can just bear with me, for now.
I will overcome everything. I will study hard. I will remember what i promised you.

Three Hundred & Sixty Eight Days Of Love ,
This love will never end. It will goes on & on ,till forever, till eternity. (L)
Baby, trust me i wont leave you. & i know you wont leave me too ! :D
Because we love one another ,so we wont leave one another ! Right Baby ? :)

No one know how i feel. No one can understand.
Am I just so difficult to understand ? Probably not.
Because im hiding all my feelings to myself. Keeping in to myself,
Not letting anyone know. Even to my dearest you. )':

I see a rainbow, after th rain. (:

2009-08-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

Helloh to all of you. Im fcuking bored right now ! Bored to th max !
I dont know what to blog. Shall let it be a quite emotional post uh. :/
But before i get in to th topic, i shall mention what i did today :)

School as per normal. Lesson as usual. Assembly.
Chinese lesson, & P.E lesson. Do taiji quan during P.E ! Damn funny, Lol.
& Recess. Continue lesson as per normal. Slept from 11.30p.m to 1p.m :x
Physics. & Home. Bus-ed home. & Home sweet home.

Another 11 days to N'level exam.
I didnt do any preparation like what others did. I feel stress sometimes, & sometime not.
I didnt worry about anything, just feel that all i'd to do is try my best.
But i didnt even try my best. I feel so lousy & useless.
I doesnt want any help from anyone. Neither do i want people to help. :(
For all i know is just that ,I dont wanna do anything at all! Im lazy.
But i cant help it. I feel that life is so meaningless. :(
Im not a good daughter, girlfr. & even friend. I feel that i didnt contribute anything to them at all. :(
I dont know what to do, & what should i do. I just kept crying like nobody business.
Sigh. I guess, enough of emo-ing. Shall let my mind at peace now.
Dont wanna think so much about it. :') I will feel better, after sometime.
No matter what, i will be strong. Because i know, people around me is always there fr me.
Th sun will still shine after th rain, & i'll see th rainbow :)

Happy Twelve Monthsary ; One Year Annivesary ! :D

2009-08-26T19:28:00.001+08:00

Hello Hello ! As promised ,Im here to update our blog! :D
Well, its gna be exactly th same as my blog, as im lazy yea ! :D
Shall type out everything, when my photos are uploading @ photobucket! :)
Took hundreds photos. But im gng to upload some only. Lazy too :x

Let's begin with th day started on 25th August'09~ (:

Went to school as usual, but didnt attend lesson :/
Bus-ed down to AngMoKio straight, & Trained down to Admiraty*. :)
Meet Baby there, & we'd our breakfast @ Kopitiam. Hohoho !
& Then to shoe shop, i bought one pair of slipper. :)

Then to CausewayPoint. Then back home. & Bus-ed down to AngMoKio again.
Lol. Went to AngMoKio Hub. Watched "The Proposal", & before that.
Went to mac. to write on th book that baby give me ^-^

We went to arcade, I swear i'd lots of fun! :D
& Then car racing with Bi, I lost him . :( He cheat. He bang on me ! :/

After that had our movie. Not bad. Rating : 4/5 ! ^-^
& Then we trained down to PlazaSingapura to collect our ring! ^-^(v)

& We shop for awhile. At around 5 to 6 p.m, we trained down to CityHall.
To our Singapore Flyer! :D

& Finally we reached! Walked to Esplanade, & we tooks photos! :D
Haha! But im gna upload some only. Lazy lah. Haha! Lol.
Took photo, just to wait fr th sky to be dark! :x

& Finally th sky is getting dark. We started to walked from Esplanade to Singapore Flyer.
Haha. Reached. Then we bought our ticket. Im so excited ,can ! :/ Hahaha !
Took photos. & I swear ,its beautiful. (L) Alright photo, again ! :D

Kkay. After th flight. We went to took bus 56 to bishan & have our dinner. :)
We had swensens! & After dinner, we'd CHOCOLATE FONDUE ! :D ^-^
I shall end my post, here & with th picture of :

Baby, thank you !

Thanks fr fulfilling my wishes. & your promised.

I'd enjoy my one year anniversary. ! :D

& I bet we've more to go (L)

<3

2009-08-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

Shall update, soon! :D

Its the love story <3

2009-08-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

♥ } 25th August 2008 ; Jianzhi & Huixuan. { ♥
" & We will live happily ever after, and together forever & always. "

In this lonely land, there live a lonely girl - Huixuan.
In th land, no one notice here. & She's just a invisible girl.
Opposite the lonely land, is the noisy land - full of noise & laughter.
& On this land, there live a popular guy - Jianzhi.
He's quite popular among girl, & among everyone. He's 100 time popular than Huixuan.

There is nothing that Huixuan could do, because she is down & alone.
All she do was surfing the net, & singing. She alway emo aside ,herself.
Huixuan like to went online, looking for more friends.
& Here she get to saw this guy from her friend - Cassandra's profile. :)

She saw this guy with only one eye. Out of curious, she click & viewed.
Unfortunately, th guy profile was privated. So, she went on looking fr other friend.
& The next day, Huixuan received a friend request from this guy.
Woah ! & That guy was actually ,Jianzhi. Huixuan accepted his friend request.

They became friend. & thy started chatting on the night, 11th August @ MSN.
Then thy exchanged number. Thy went texting one another, till 20th August.
Huixuan thought she offended Jianzhi, so she call him.
& Ever since than, they started chatted on th phone every night. :)

Until the 25th August'08 ,thy were together.
& Thy met on th 29th August'08, with Huixuan's Friend - Eileen. (L)
Thy first watched their movie - 4Bia ; Thailand ghost movie.
& Thy went to PlazaSing. After that, Eileen went home.
While Huixuan & Jianzhi went home, after awhile. :) Jianzhi sent Huixuan home.

After three months of Love .

Everything went wrong. Huixuan found out Jianzhi time her.
Huixuan is totally down. She does not know what to do, but to cry. & still cry.
Jianzhi beg for forgiven. & Huixuan naturally, forgive him.
But Huixuan lost trust in him. But she's trying to gain back trust.

After all ,She gain back her trust to Jianzhi. :)
But..Something unhappy happen once again. Huixuan found out Jianzhi time her again.
& Worst still Jianzhi told her, he's just acting with that girl.
Though Huixuan is not experienced in love, but she know he's lying again. :(

Huixuan didnt know what to do, so she went crying again & again.
& Worst still it was during new year time. :'(
Jianzhi beg for forgiveness again, So Huixuan forgave him, still.
Probably, this is what call forgive & forget.

But after that, everything went well. Jianzhi spent all he's time with Huixuan.
& They celebrated their first Valentine's Day. (L)
Jianzhi bought Huixuan ring, & slowly. Jianzhi have more time for Huixuan alr.
He meet Huixuan almost 5 days per week. :)

He spent countless money on Huixuan.
5-8 soft toys. over 20 flim of movies. all those expenses. $.$
Everything went well, though there's still quarrel. But still nothing break them apart.
Thy became even & even more sweet & loving. & Now, another 3 more day to their 1 year anni (L)

& Let's give our blessing to them ,(L)

Jianzhi Laogong :
After so much, so much. After all those obstacles & quarrels.
We seems to know how much we mean for one another. & How much we need one another.
My unreasonable, my petty temper, my effing attitude.
Now, come think of it i find it so funny. Wonder why did i show all those emotionals.
& Now i have th answer. Because i love you.

Just because ," I love you ". That can brought us so much quarrels.
Countless time of quarrels. Haha. Come think of it, why would we quarrel fr small lil things ?
Because i tends to think on th negative side instead of th positive. haha!
Everything that happen - make me laugh, make me cry.

Looking @ all those photos we took. Looking @ all my archivement tht has you.
All is lingering in my mind, in my memories @ my blog, @ my heart.
Two Hundred & Twenty Three photos of ours, tell every story of us. :)
Almost all th pictures we took, i could remember where & what happen . :)

Bi ,thanks fr enduring. Thanks fr everythng.
Yes, you onced hurt me. But i wont let it be th obstacles that hold us back.
I know you love me now, & till forever ; right ? (L)

I want to thank you for not letting go, for loving me till now.
& Promise me to love me till forever. & To be my husband.
No matter what i wont leave you, because you in my life alr.

Life is like a movie. & You are in th movie. Worst still ,th main actor.
So, now this movie of Huixuan, could not bear to live w/o a main actor.
Remember, your my sweetest addiction. Like my drug.

I love you sweet talk to me, I love you glued to me, I love you loving me,
I love you caring for me, I love you worrying fr me, I love you protecting me,
I love you sing to me, I love you blogging about me, I love you do this & that fr me,
All those small lil action will bring me one step forward to happiness.

Bi, thankyou. Million of thankyou, also not enough.
Zhuo Jianzhi ,I love you. & I really do.
I promised i will love you till th day ,im not alive. (L)

Three Hundred & Sixty Three Days, & Two more days (L)
& Baby ,You Belong To Me (L)

& Three more days, (L)

2009-08-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

Hello to all readers, hopper, friends, & bi ! :D
Im currently waiting for that tortoise bi to come uh. Always take his time.
Wonder where should we go later on ? No idea where to go either. Probably Jurong Point ?
When did i last update ? Lol. Oh, its on th 20th Aug. Shall update now than :) & I shall reply tags too. :/

21st August'09 :
School as per normal. Dad drove us to school.
& Im so sick & tired. That i slept for th first five period! Woah. I broke th records. :/
Till recess. Chit chat & laughing around with Classmates. :D Fooling aound. Lol.
Follow by English & Geography lesson. I swear Mr Eyu* ? is damn funny & lame ,okay ! Lol.
& I went waited for Bi @ Bus stop. I swear im effing pissed off uh ! I waited for One hour, & He's not here yet.
So, i told him. Im not gng to wait anymore. & I walked home angrily !
He reaches my house, & i just dont care about him Lol. I just do my stuff. & prepared to go out.
So, we were bickering! >< & Its raining. :( We started to quarrel ; *I forgotten what is it about.
Took Bus27, & then i sit on my own ; & he sit on he's own. Reach. & Its raining heavily.
Got down th bus, & bi hold me. Bcause my shoe bottom will be slippery.
& We chiong to Tampinese1 ; i swear we were effing wet. Haha! Lol. & We went toilet.
After that bi was waiting fr me. & He's so dry alr. What th hell. Wonder how he does tht. While im still wet.
Walk around. & We went to do our Second Couple Ring! :D Hip hip hooray ~!
This time round, bi choose everything. I let him make th decision :) Hohoho! & It costs bi's 98 bucks !
Went to TampineseMall arcade. And that buy drinks & Snacks. Bus 27 to HougangMall.
Arcade again. & Bi play ParaPara*? I swear its effing funny. I keep laughing.
Well, he's being retarded just to make me laugh. He's sweet ,aint he ? Lol.
& we went home soon. Slack awhile. Then sent him to work. & Slept @ ard 12a.m plus.

Shall now go wait for bi than ~ :D

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Such a tiring day,

2009-08-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Helloh helloh to all who is currently reading my blog. :D
Im here to blog, like you can see. Lol. Im kind of lame. Haha! & Im laughing to myself._.
Here to blog, as Ahlong ask me why blog tmrw ; so i came blog now loh. :)

It was such a tiring day for me ,What about you guys ?
School as per normal. & I wake up 15 min earlier ,then was quite pissed off. Lol.
But forget it. Then Eileen told me ,she's not coming. & Later she told me she's coming ^^
Alone in class. Lol. Writing a story for my bi. Haha. & On th 25th August, or rather 26th. I will blog a long post.
Im gna post lots of photo on those days. :) Know why ? Because its me & bi's one yr anni (L)

& I wonder what is bi going to get me on th one yr anni. ?
Here our planning for 25th August :

Out in th morning. As bi took leave long ago alr.
Will be shopping / Window shopping.
Then will be doing our couple keychain from Gift A Name :)
& Follow by our Second Couple Ring (L)
Around Evening, we'll be having our dinner @ Swensens.
@ Swensens, We will be gng to have our Chocolate Fondue, as Bi promised! :D
So, about night 7p.m ; we'll be going to Singapore Flyer ,as Bi promised too! :D

& Probably there might be more. We might be having our flyers, before dinner.
So, wait for me to blog on 26th alright :)
Then i will sure take photo! Hopefully, th weather on 25th is great yea.

Kkay, so lesson as per normal. Had Physical Education. Fun ,i swear.
Played Tennis. Eileen & I one team, While Marjorie & Charmaine one team.
Then we were all laughing ,& sweating. Haha! :D Hopefully, we could play it again.
& recess time. Back to classroom fr lesson. & Home soon.

Bus-ed down to HougangMall meet up with Mum, Sis & Bro. :)Then bought stuff.
Home soon. Bathed, after awhile Bi came. & We walked to HougangMall.
Bi went there to have his lunch. I had dessert. Bought one fr bi too!
& We shared. Lol.

Then later, we walked ard. Lol. Bored. & We went out.
Omg ,its raining. So, we train down to SengKang. Went walking ard.
Went Action City, Bi bought me this cute lil keychain. (post th pic, soon)
Mine is brown, while bi's one is green! Hohoho. We hang it on our baggie! :D
& So now we have :

Baby Pooh, Baby Piglet, Baby Tiger & Baby Eeyore.
An apple holding heart ,& a green soft toy.
Plus our two cute lil soft toy keychain.
Couple specs.
Couple bags.
Couple keychain.
Couple ring.
Couple Wallet.
& Etc. More things that baby spent on me :p

We still got more to buy. All under th wishlist. :D
Wanna thanks bi, for buying & spending so much money on me ! :x
Shall blog all those mushy mashy things on 26th than :/

Alright, I shall go now. Im tired alr. & Th time now is 10.43p.m!
If baby see this time, im still using comp ; for sure kna nag by him.
Baby is becoming more & more naggy liao :x Like a old man :x Haha!

& Five more days (L)
Baby, I love you. & i promised its forever. (L)

My 558th Blog Post ^^v

2009-08-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

Helloh Helloh Blog Reader, Hopper, Friends / Earthling ! :D
Blogger is like back to normal ,like finally ? Lol. Okay, i got nothing to blog actually.
I didnt pass my prelim well. ): But, also my fault lah. I no study. ):

Im now planning something, that is making me headache sia. I dont know, how to manzxs.
Erghhhh. Im bored to death. Im not in th mood now, actually. Bi spoil my mood. Ahhhhhh.
Shall not let it affect me too much. If not, im gng to tear again. Why do i cry so easily ? Sigh. ):

Time passes so fast. & Six more days to me & bi's one yr anni. alr. ♥
Cannot believe, right ? Never thought that we could walk till so long, didnt know that we could manage till now.
In a blink of an eye, we're together for 359 days alr. Haha!
After so much of quarrels, & obstacles ; we still can be together. Miracle manzxs.
Well, probably its fate bah? Sigh, & after all, i still forgive you & trying to trust you back again.
How long more can we go ? I dont know ? I just know, i want spend my life with you. That's all.
Bi, iloveyou.No matter what, i'll never leave you.
You know what ? I need you, more than anything. But i dint want you to know. )':
Because i dont want to let you know that i needed you so much, cause im afraid i might fall like once i did. ):
Its pain. I dont want to suffer & endure th pain that i had it once. )': Bi, im sorry if i hurt you.
You know, i never wanted to. Thanks for everything you gave. All those love & care.
Especially th power of your endureness. That not all guy could do that. Xie xie ni wei wo zuo de yi qie.
Bi, I love you. & Remember, I always do.

Alright, I shall stop here alr. :) Goodnight!

Another day gone .

2009-08-18T21:28:00.001+08:00

Helloh Helloh. Ohmytiannnnnnn~ Two days since i last update.
I've been neglecting my blog. Opps. Came update as Huifang (plurker) wanted me to.
Haha! Im such a nice friend right >< Ohmytian!~ I so dont want face ><
Currently im super ultra bored! There's nothing i could do! God damn!

I gotten back 3 of my results. Sigh. Th rest no need see ,also know will fail.
I got back English, Maths & Food&Nutrition. :)
I pass my English, & F&N. Fail my Maths badly. -.- Lol. All just pass anws.
Oh, hope my chinese will pass. At least a B3! ><

I've been going out this few days. & Spent alot of money ? I dont know ley. :x
Went out with Bi on monday. He came to fetch me from school.
& We went shop & save shop for food~! & Bi bought me Choco. milk again. Sweet of him~
Bought one packet maggie mee also. Lol. & Also Ice-Cream! :)

Then went to coffee shop ,pack food home. What fcuk ley. Saw 2 small lil bitch.
Okay lah. Small lil girl. Sec One only ley, & keep on "diao" me non-stop.
Then she keep "shuai" her fringe. Cause very longggggg & straighhhhhtttt.
Hello girl. Before i step on your tail, you better stop "diao" me for nothing!
Weird girl manzxs.
& If anyone happen to passby & see this. Dont think that its you alright!
Because i didnt mention any names! Lil girl. SecOne only. Dont step one okay. :)
Later Jiejie angry oh! >< Hahahahaha! :D

Alright. Home soon. & Have our lunch. I went to bath.
Bi & I went out @ ard 4.30p.m ? Went Causeway. Arcade again. & then shop ard.
Home soon. :D & Baby went to work. I miss him ~ ><

As for today. Nothing much happen though. Baby came as usual. :)
& Then we slept in th afternoon. (*dont anyhow think okay)
Just too tired, & we chat till fall asleep. :) & He went home @ ard 6p.m :D
& I went to had my dinner. Texting bi also. (L)

Bi, Another 7 more days from now. (L)

Bi, another 7 more days to th biggest day of ours. :)
Are you looking forward to it ? You know what ? I am ! :D
I cant wait for that day to reach. Im so looking forward to it.
You've been th world greatest boyfr. I swear you were. Because, you did alot fr me.
Spent those money on me, just to make me feel like th world happiest girl.
& Yes, i did. Looking at people's blog/plurk. Sometime, i wonder ; am i asking fr too much.
Probably, i am. Bi, thanks fr being so great. & loving.
I love you, & yes i do. (L)

Two day post,

2009-08-16T12:46:00.000+08:00

Helloh Helloh. Before i start. Let me blog this photo. I find it funny :

Alright. Ley's get back to post. Two days since i last blog. :/
Sorry fr not updating! I was quite busy :p Hees. Busy going out :/
Let's get started now than :)

Friday, 14th August'09 :
Early in th morning went out. Bathed, & went out @ ard 9a.m plus :)
Bus-ed down to CausewayPoint to meet Baby. & we had our breakfast @ Mac. :)
Then trained down to Orchard. Walked to Cineleisure. :)
Bought ticket of "Where Got Ghost", then went walking ard to wait for th movie to start.
Okay, not a bad show. Some part are funny & some part are kind of boring :/
Th Second story is th funniest one. :) Haha! :D
& We went to bought tickets of "UP 3D" ! Still walking ard waiting fr th show to start.
Okay, not bad too. But also kind of boring luh. >< Lol!
In one day, we catch two movies. :D & Every single money that we used is all from Baby! ><
Thanks yea. :p & Home sweet home. By that time alr 6 or 7plus.
Train back to Buangkok @ DobyGaught. Walked home. & Baby went home. :D

Saturday, 15th August'09 :
Went out in th morning with Families to had breakfast. :)
& Then to sengkang to trim hair with Sissy. Lol. Okay i look stupid with my fringe. :/
Home sweet home. Bathed. Asked sissy wna go out, so she agreed. :D
Changed & She bathed. Out soon. :) Bus-ed 27 to HougangMall. Sissy lazy to walked. -.-
& Then bus 161 to Causeway. Then there's this two NOISY girl. Kip talking non-stop.
What th hell man. From Hougang talk until causeway ,rmbe NON-STOP !!!! ><

Kkay, then so finally reached. Went to buy tickets of "Where Got Ghost" ,Sissy wna watched.
Bought tickets that start @ 7.10p.m! & We were there ard 3p.m plus ! What th..
So we went mac. to have our so called lunched, shared ley! :D
then we went shopping for her friend's - TseJun, b'day present. ^^
& Th present is cuteeeee, then got this thing idk call what. Facebank *should be.
You put coin in th mouth, it will giggle.
& Sissy ask me put money in her pocket, she also can giggle. Haha! She's crazy ,i know.

After that we went up to arcade ,play games. Hohohoho!! Fun ley.
We play photo hunt. Daytona*. & Go Go Ball*. :D Play countless time of Go Go Ball! :D
There is countless small ball.
Then you got to use it & throw on th screen to hit th enemies/mission.
Kkay ,its fun. then got one uncle & three guy come help us. Lol.

The uncle can hold so many ball in he's hand @ one time! O.O
Sissy also can. I cannot. Th ball kip slip off from my hand. O.O
After few games, sissy & i were so tired. FINALLY~!! Th movie is starting in an hour time.
Then went toilet. & Waited outside th theater, woah faster chiong in when th movie start.
Alot of people. Full house, i think ! ><

Movie end @ ard 9p.m. So, went toilet before we bus home. :D
Home sweet home finally. & We had our dinner. & Off to sleep. :)
Tired, yet i had fun! :D

Alright overdue photos ,Pictures are in random position. :

& Dont forget to tag me yea !!!!

2009-08-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

I promised to update tmrw. Sorry friends :/
I will update tmrw, as promised! Alright ?
Change new blogskin & tagboard. Forgotten my old tagboard user & pass. :/
Start tagging me now, & follow me @ http://x-uanny.blogspot.com/ !

& Eleven more days (L)

& Your my everything. :D

2009-08-11T12:17:00.001+08:00

Hello Hello Earthlings! Hahaha! I just finish uploaded all th photos.
Woah, it really took me quite sometime. About 1 to 2 hour. :/ But its alright :)
Because no school today. Im alone @ home. Baby work in th afternoon shift :( So wont be meeting him.

Went out with Baby yesterday. Woah, i swear its great though we dint really go shop. :/
In th morning wake up ard 7a.m plus. Keep sneezing uh, Cant sleep. :x Wth loh~ Haha!
Went plurk using psp. :D Then back to sleep again :/ Haha! Text baby ask him where is he & he say he reaching.
& So i went prepared. Changed & out i go meet him @ my house downstairs. :D

Walked to "Da zi ran" there buy breakfast. & We so like husband & wife loh. :x Hees! :D Know why ?
Cause of how people look @ us ; giving us th eyes of me & baby so young married ! & Bus home cause its raining alr.
Had our breakfast. & ard 10plus ,Baby went to my room & sleep. While i online till ard 12.
Went to bath & i started using baby phone to take photo. :D Hahaha! & Out we go. :)
Bus down to Ikea & Courts. We walk ard. Haha! Talking about our future. Omg! Baby is serious marrying me! Lol,
& We go on walking ard. Round & round. Haha! & Took shuttle bus to Bedok MRT. Had Mac.

By right we should take 854 to Hougang ,but to spend more time with Baby i told him ,i dont want take yellow bus.
& Say why not we take 168 to Woodland & changed to 161 then back to hougang ? & surprisingly ,he say "sure okay!"
Took th 168 ,& reached alr. While waiting fr 161, then we took photo again! :D Haha!
& Finally reached hougang. Home sweet home! :D then baby went home. :)

Photo took yesterday :

Disappoinment hurts, real badly.

2009-08-08T13:32:00.000+08:00

Helloh G'afternoon all ! :D
Hmm. Im not really in a very good mood. Sigh.
Shall not mention why ,because it will make me even no mood :/

I just change my blogskin. Is it nice ? I find it simple, so i use it. :)
Im currently changing for baby blogskin too! :D Haha ! Shall change to th same as mine. :)
It is much more easier for me to edit yea. Haha! Lol. Im bored ,someone entertain me please ? :(

Nothing much happen this few days. Haha! Well, that's great isnt it ?
Well, i dont know if i will get to meet Baby later :( Hope i will be meeting him.
Boring Saturday. Nothing to do. No one to talk to. Boring life. :(
Entertain me, please. ): *Yawns*

Shall stop here than. Update when anything interesting happen :)
Tag me uh! :D

Its keep in my heart,
2009-08-06T21:17:00.000+08:00
Im not in th mood.
Im falling still. No one hold me up.
Im collapsing, yet still no one help me up.
Im crying, but who know ? & Who will help me wipe my tears away ?
Probably still th same answer. No one at all. Not even a single soul.

Why ? Because i kept it all inside my heart.
My heart isnt strong. Its fragile. It also breaks alot of time for small things.
It break countless time. Th pain im feeling, right now make me so breatheless.
But th problem is do anyone care at all ? Still, i think it would be th same answer ; Nobody at all.

Im not a loner. Yet ,Im not a one who with people surrounded me. ):
But still, i feel so lonely. Dontknow who to look for. Sigh. Why am i feeling like this ?
I dont like feeling this way, because this will affect me & baby's relationship. ):
God, who can help me please ? ):

I dont love feeling this way, & neither do anyone. )':

Three Hundred & Fourty Six Days Of Love ;
What make us walk till so long ? I dont know either.
Come think of it,
it feels like we just know. It feels like we just met. & it feels like we just together.
Haha. Funny way of knowing. Funny way of meeting you. & Funny way to say :"Hi" to you.
All this funny lil things, just in a blink of an eyes ; We're still tgt till now.
Your th one holding & enduring, no matter what happen.
Doing stupid things, & behave like an idiot when your sick ; Just to cheer me up when im down.
I dont know why you does all those that.
Sometimes it do irritates me, but i know you just trying to make me smile.
To you, it seems like just a smile of mine is enough for your whole day. How silly.
Whenever i say i wna take money from my mum, you just said ; "no need laogong have."
You spent so much money on me. Buy me whatever i want. Even your not rich.
Yet im still demanding for this & that. Opps, sorry. ):

Baby ,you muz rmbr no matter what happen i love you.
& You know what ? Another 19 days is our big day ! (L)
Are you looking forward to it ? Because im looking forward to it. (L)

I'll move on,

2009-08-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

Helloh Helloh. Im so not in th mood to blog. Haha! Lol.
But yet, i still came to update just for th sake of it! Haha!
I did badly for all my prelims paper ; cheer fr me! Lol.
I dint study fr any exams. Now ,i still haven even started on Food&Nutrition :/
Ohmygod, so im going to stay over night & study fr it :x

Hee^^ Anyway i had a great day with Baby ! :)
He came over to school fetch me & He's crazy. Walk to my school! He stay @ Yishun.
What th hell right ? Think something wrong with him. Haha! :x
& Went to Point with Charmaine & co. :) Had KFC, Lol. Then walk ard.
Charmaine is so engrossed in ****** ! Hahah! :/ Lol. & Soon, we bus home.

Home. Bath. Pack my room fr awhile, & out at ard 5p.m plus ?
Walk to HougangMall. & We went walking ard. Haha! Damn funny i tell you. :/
I told Baby i steal things & etc. Guess what ? He really believe, & hold tight to 2 of my hand.
Haha! Im good in acting uh ? Haha! Not bad yea ? Lol.

& Ard 6.05p.m ,we went eat pastamania. Vegetarian again! ^^ Haha!
Guess what ? We eat until almost 7p.m! About an hour. Me & Baby eat very slow one.
Can eat & talk. But cnt eat & talk @ th same time. So we'll stop eating, & talk. Haha!
So, walked to Bus interchange. Top up my card first. & bus 325 home. Haha!
I love bus-ing ard with Baby. :x Lol.

Home soon. & Baby so cute.
We walk & talk. Then suddenly he say,"Wo hen ai ni! (I love you alot.)
I think he's sort of crazy today.
We made a promise one another, we muz say iloveyou, EVERY SINGLE DAY @ LEAST ONE TIME (L)

& After sending me home. Baby went off to work. He say he would come tmrw! ^^
After tmrw's paper, i can relaxed alr. Well, im relaxing everyday. Zzz! Haha.
Alright, Shall stop here than! :D Haha! Shall reply tags tmrw ? :) Tag more please :(

Baby , I love you alot too (L)
& Twenty more days (L)

Baby say he will take out $120 fr our first month.
But i guess, we need more than that :x Haha! Lol!
Singapore flyer, Chocolate Fondue, Present, Surprise, Keychain, & etc.
Im so looking forward to it! Haha!

Cling On My Heart
2009-08-04T15:04:00.000+08:00
Recently ,Im being too emotional. Well, not really emotional.
But as in, I realise alot of things. :/ Friends, Love, & Myself. Almost everything.
I dont know why. Well, this is part of growing in life :)
But im glad that im growing, i wouldnt want still want to be a immature kids yea :/

Humans need to grow. Not just body ,but also mind. :)
When things have not changed, you wont realise how much something to you is important.
Like eg. for me ,Friendship. :)
Like what i told Shihua, Joanna Gabriel, I see myself in xoxo. :/

It might be me myself thinking too much ; But that's what i see.
Seeing myself in xoxo. I wont mention who xoxo is. I dont wna hurt xoxo. :(
Probably when i say all this thing, xoxo might know it herself.
But i didnt mean anything to xoxo, just realise me MYSELF. Not xoxo. Okay quite complicated.
Now whatever i say, is referring to MYSELF & No one else. Kkay, its understandable now ?

I neglect my friends. I forgotten about them. Alright, not that i forgotten.
But just dont hang out with them often. That's all. But to me, thy're still important.
Thy are part of my life. Thy're th one there fr me!
It doesnt mean, if i hang out with who, who's more important. NO SUCH THING AT ALL!
To me, everyone in my life is important.
Just that, sometime i'll treat th other better than him/her.

No matter how much we hang out, or we dont hang out. When i said your my BEST SISTER!
That means, you always is! I love you guys, no matter what.
Even if i always hang out with boyfr. doesnt mean i forgotten you all. :(
You'll are always kept in my mind. I swear im telling th trust!
Friends/Sisters, You are alway important & loved by me! I swear! (L)

Things will never be th way you want, let it go.
Its alway better to let it go, then to let it cling on your heart.
& I will learn to let it go..

Shattered Heart,
2009-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00
Once broken ,is always broken ;
Even how hard we mend it back, theres still crack lines )':

& so do my heart ;
Nothing help at all ,th broken pieces wont be found back anymore. ):
All this is just part & parcel of life.

& who know im crying, now ?

Im so loss without you,
2009-08-02T22:04:00.000+08:00
Boring sunday, like I say in th previous blog ><

Im talking to baby on th phone ,now. :) Haha!
I feel tht w/o baby ,im like a dead person. With him, i cry laugh angry & etc. But w/o him i miss him. Even if its just one day w/o him ,i feel like years dint see him ; missing him like a mad woman. :'(

& Baby, thats th reason why i call you<3
Baby, You meant so much to me!

I hope we can go on so sweetly ,everyday!
& we can go as far as forever ,because I BELIEVE!

Boring Sunday.

2009-08-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

Its a great afternoon or maybe not that great ? Haha ! Suddenly have th urge to blog . Haha ! Lol.
Im so random, i know ; But im just that random. Im gna change a new blogskin soon.
But no idea what blogskin to change leys ? Nothing caught my eyes, you know :(
Im hungry. Yes, VERY HUNGRY ! Dint meet Baby ,He got his religious class thingy. That's sad isnt it :(

I dont like online in th morning, nowadays. Cause not much person online :/ Haha ! But no choice uh.
I got to study later around in th evening . *Sighs. There's maths & social studies paper tmrw :(
Well ,i know i cant do it for tmrw's paper(s) ; But im still gna give it a try. :) Im a good girl, you know . Haha !
Im still looking for a skin ,while blogging. Haha ! But i cant find one ! Damn ! Ergh ! Let's Continue than.

Im bored. Real bored. Feel so stuffy at home. But i dont know who to ask to get some fresh air outside. :/
Since dont know when ,i never go out with friends ler. Well, im neglecting them :( Sorry.
Hmm. After exams, i will ask them out ! Though after prelims is N'lvl liao ! Muz work really hard ler. *Sighs.

Dint blog yesterday, shall blog now than :)
Baby came over find me @ ard 1 or 2plus. Then we trained down to Doby Gaught.
& walk ard PlazaSing. Then from there we walked to th new shopping center, ION. Nothing much.
Very big. But th things there are expensive. & Not fr teenagers, i think :/

& We went to a bus stop, randomly pick a bus & take :x Haha! Took Bus 174 ?
Alight @ th last stop which brought us to Outram Park ! Haha ! & we trained back to Buangkok.
Walked to HougangGreen. Baby bought his dinner, as he's working night shift. :(
& Accompanied him. Lol. Then home sweet home. Online ,look for songs. & plurk , nothing much.

Slept at ard 12a.m plus ? Lol & wakeup @ 10a.m plus this morning. All cause of boyboy.
He came in disturb me ! Haha ! Watch tv, & online :) Boring sunday. Nothing to do!
& Im so bored & hungry. Shall go cook maggi mee eat ^^

Pictures are taken yesterday :

Three Hundred & Fourty Two Days Of Love :
Love. Hate. Jealous. Betray. Lies. All sorts of emotions, is all include.
Another 23 more days, to our one year anni. Time fly so fast.
We just had over Eleventh Monthsary, & now Twelveth Monthsary is coming. Haha!
Baby, thanks fr everything you do for me.
Those laughters, tears, jealousy & etc, you brought me ; would never be forgotten.
Because you endure, that's why we can walk fr so long. :')
Your th one i looking for, Your th one i want forever.
No matter what, nothing can break us apart.
Baby, I love you & i swear its forever ! (L)

Updated For All Of You ! :D

2009-07-31T23:19:00.001+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling! Haha ! Its quite late alr uh. By th time i offline should be late too. :x
Its been about a week since i last update. :/ & I cnt really rmbr what happen this few days.
Damn ! Short term memory. I shall start on th Sunday ? Or Monday ? Haha!

26th July , Sunday.
Boring day. Never meet baby. Coz he working afternoon shift.
Nothing to do either. Went Grandma's house fr dinner. & home soon.
Then my comp suddenly down. Omg. Dontknow what happen also. Cant plurk / blog.

27th July ,Monday.
School as usual. Haha!Then lesson as per normal. Lol!
Went hougangmall with Charmaine, Zhixian & Eileen. Then meet Baby @ HougangMall.
Waiting for him. Soon he reach. Haha! To popular. & then home with Baby.
Dint went out. Just stay at home. Cause its like ard 4 / 5 plus liao. :(
But still fun lah. Haha! Then later ,he propose to me! Haha! ^^ Stupid Baby. Lol!
& to Hougang Green, walk ard. Haha! Bought tidbits. & Then sent Baby to Bus-stop. Waited fr Bus27.
Took photos. & Home sweet Home.

28th July ,Tuesday.
School as usual. Baby came over to fetch me from school again! hah!
I just love him waiting fr me, after school :) & Bring me home. Haha! Lol!
& Then we went home. Trained down to Bishan. Walk ard. Haha! :) Walk to bus stop.
& we waited fr Bus88 for very long! >:/ & we took photos. Haha! Lol.
Sleep on Baby's shoulder. Opps. Sweet dream.
Baby just look at me sleeping. Cause i told him not to sleep. Afraid that we might miss th stop. :x
Haha! & He really dint sleep. What th._. Haa. Cute lah him :/
Home soon. & He went off to work :(

29th July, Wednesday.
School as per normal. Haha! :)
There's oral after school. So i told Baby to go home first, then come find me :)
Haha! So, oral. While waiting, talking to Joanna & Weizhuang. haha! dint know we can talk so much :/
Then those people who are infront are envy that we can talk & laugh. Cause, th teacher say who talk go behind.
& Joanna, Weizhuang & I is th last few alr. So we dont mind being behind, Haha!
& I was th last second. I did badly for it :( Well, nothing to regret either. :/ Its past alr. Lol.
Then call Baby. & Walking to find him. Charmaine & Co. was waiting fr me. 0.0
Haha! Then so we walked to th bus stop. Waiting fr Baby to walk over. & Eileen went back school.
Charmaine & Zhixian walking to bus stop. Then me & baby walk to bus stop too. Saw Charmaine & Zhixian.
Chit chat & their bus came. We waited fr our bus. & saw Eileen @ school frontgate bus stop. Lol.
Home soon. & Then to HougangMall (i think) . & Walk ard. Have pastamania. Haha! Baby pay again.
Then walk home. & Baby home too. :) Hahaha ! :D

30th July ,Thursday.
Dint went to school. Was feeling tired. :x
& Then at night quarrel with my parents. Lame lah! Lol.
@ that very moment, i really wish to move out. But i know i cant. -.- Lol.
Thanks Baby being there fr me (L) Sleep late. Lol.

31st July, Friday.
School as usual. But English Prelim Paper 1 & 2 today. :(
dint do well fr both papers. Hais. No use regretting. & then go comp lab do CME thing ?
& Faster rush down to meet my parents up. Thy waiting fr me outside th school alr.
Went to Compass. & I changed my phone to W508 ,Flip phone anws. :)
Home soon. & Then Baby was waiting fr me @ my house staircase. Lol!
Bath & then slack awhile, go CausewayPoint. Help sissy check th memory card thingy. :)
& Bought it. Home soon. Bus 161-ed to HougangMall. Went MiniToon buy my stickers ^^
& then walk home. Home soon. Bath. Cook maggi mee fr Baby to eat. *thanks me*
Hmm. & Baby went home at ard 10.40p.m plus ? Waited with him fr Bus27. Lol, & Home sweet Home.
Online. Plurk. & Put stuff into my phone. :)

& As for today. That ass (baby) say he's coming over. O.O
I think when he come, also ard th noon liao. Siian. Haha! Lol. Alright pictures :

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28th Jul 2009, 19:48
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28th Jul 2009, 18:11
JOAN: DO BE A FAN OF THIS BLOG SHOP :D http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/pages/My-Black-Room/108475231087 ; AND DO PASS AROUND! THANKS :D
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27th Jul 2009, 23:31
passbyer: *shows sad face* its my first andmy last timehere.i cant believe im here coincidently. i feel sad for u
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27th Jul 2009, 23:21
❥ susan: hellos crazypretty! last long andand am waiting for tht bigbig special day of yours^^
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27th Jul 2009, 23:21
❥ susan: im here to add more taggs! hahas.
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26th Jul 2009, 19:52
Shanice,: Okieeeeeee, will relink you soon okay !
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26th Jul 2009, 12:26
YuNing,: Hey luv, I linked you already.(http://screw-thatbear.blogspot.com) Last long h.
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26th Jul 2009, 00:18
HuiFang: Mus Last LONG Hor
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26th Jul 2009, 00:17
Samantha.Y.L♥`: Hellos! Happy 11th month ! :D Last long ,
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26th Jul 2009, 00:14
HuiFang: TAGGED

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Happy Eleventh Monthsary ♥

2009-07-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Eleventh Monthsary, Baby(L)

To be frank im not really that excited. But a lil relieved, to walk till now ._. Haha! Lol!
Three Hundred & Thirty Four days, ups & downs. Happy & Sad. All sorts of emotional we have.
All those pains & hurt causes fr one another, countless one.
Yet, we still managed to went thru everything & stay till now.
All thanks to Baby, he's th one who endure & hold on.

Im th one who cnt endure & letting go. :(
Sometimes, i do regret what i say & what i did to him. Bcause i dint stand in his shoe.
& I dint know how pain & hurt it was to him ,when i say those things. :(
Im sorry my dear. But nothing stop you from enduring & holding on (L)

Three Hundred & Thirty Four days of love, Long!
Yet to others, might be short ; But to us its real long!
No word could define our love, even love couldnt describe it!
Been thru so much, i did learn & to be strong!
To protect myself from falling, But when i protect myself ; I hurt you.
All those things i did to you, all you did was endure those pain.
Probably sometimes i took it for granted, that its right fr you to endure.

I know probably in all YOUR relationship, i might be th most lucky one that you pamper on th most.
But, yet. I dint appreciate but take it fr granted. :(
Well not i dint, just tht i doesnt want to show it out :/
Cause i dont want myself to fall for th third time.

I wna cook for you. I wna bath for you. I wna squeeze your pimples for you. I wna sayang you. I wna pat you to sleep.
I wna be your wife in th future. Im serious! (L)
& I bet you are serious to make me your wife too, right ? (L)
No one & nothing can seprate us & break us apart, right ? *I hope so!
Baby, Me Love Die You (L)

& You know what! Baby is sweet~ He text me :
In a blink of eye we have reach 11mth of Love.
In a blink of eye, we have gone thru & passes so much hard times.
In a blink of eye, i started to see only you.
Sing for you, Blog for you, all is about you. All i needed now, was only you.
Day by day, I think tht enduring is right, & waiting is right too.
Thanks fr giving me a chance to love you, to be at your side.
Baby ,this 11mth is full of love & hate. BUT! I never hate you, in fact i love you even more!
Let do spend more times, doing new stuff together.
& Be tiongxim to one another, care for one another.
Let give one another more happy times than sad/angry time ,shall we ?
BabyBaby, I love you (L)

See ! How sweet my baby is alr ? Haha! (L)
Love die you lah, Baby. Thirty one more days to our First Year~! :D
& Rmbr what i say. Im gna be your wife in th future. (L)
Haha, Baby me love you, forever !

Going out with Baby, later on. :D
~~Think we are going to Jurong Point later,~~ Haha! Lol! & Im gna bath & prepare soon! :D

P/s : I might be changing my phone on th 31st of July.
PP/s : I love Baby alot ! (L)

Helloh Helloh ! Im back home alr. Haha! Anyone miss me ? My blog seems so dead. No one is taggin me :(
How sad it is ! But well its okay than :') Muz be positive yea ! :D
Im so happy & tired now. Haha ! I had a great day, what about you guys ? :)
It was our 11th monthsary today. Hmm, dint celebrate. Just went out a usual :)
But still, it was fun & happy ! xD Love baby okay (L)

Offline & I went to bath. After that went to prepare. & waiting fr dad to be home :/
Wna take money from him for my new specs! ^^Hehs! :/ Dad came home, soon! :D
He gave me $100 ! o.o Haha ! Lol! Another $40 was to let me buy my clothing ^^ Wahaha! xD

Alright, so we went off. & took bus 27 to Tampinese, just to take my specs. :)
Walked back to TampineseMall, & walk ard. Had a lil tiff with Baby, But was alright after tht. He apologised!
& Then bus-ed 168 to causeway Point! :D Haha ! Know why we go there ?

Just because Baby want buy me Mochi Ice Cream, that we ate yesterday! (L) Sweet of him right ? :)

So, took photo. & Baby fell asleep. :) Haha ! He's tired. & Soon we reached.
Went to buy th Mochi Ice Cream, Haha! Baby bought 6! Omgzxs! $11 ! Expensive uh ?
Haha ! But he still willing to buy._. That's my Baby, just to make me happy, anything worth it. :/
Sweet of him. Then i went to buy Seaweed Shaker Fries. Haha! :) Bought & we went to movie theater.

Had this movie call "The Hangover" ,NC 16. Overall still not that bad. Haha!
Some part is quite obscene. :/ Haha! Lol! After movie, Train down to DobyGaught. & To Kovan.
Walk ard. Looking for clothing. But none caught my eye. & Not in th mood cause of th shop assistance-'-
Then walk one big round to bus stop. Waiting for bus . & while waiting. We sing! Know what ?
When we got up th bus, i find something's wrong. Told Baby.& then he ask th bus driver. Haha!
We wait @ th wrong side. Lol lah ! -.- Hahaha ! We were like waiting fr so long. Still happily sing down there.

So, we take MRT instead. So damn L-A-M-E loh ! ._. Haha ! Lol!
& Then on th mrt we talk. soon reached Buangkok. & We walked one BIG ROUND again! Lol!
Sing, Talk & Walk. Oh, sweating too! Damn effing warm! :/ Love walking with Baby. (L)
Home sweet home, soon! Bath & Online. Oh god damn ! Where's Baby ? :@

Tags replied below after th photos !

Pictures For Today. I tell you.
Baby is damn effing CUUUUUUUUUUTTTTEEEEE in some pictures (L) Haha ! :

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25th Jul 2009, 12:58
It's ♥; EvelyynnRachhel: heyos ! i relink-ed you le . anw, TAGGED !
} R.E : Hello. Thankyou. :)

25th Jul 2009, 12:02
charmaine: , tht boy so young jiu ji ko pek and not keep seeing me lo, you also !
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25th Jul 2009, 05:20
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24th Jul 2009, 23:52
Passer :): Whre uue edit ur piczx, like your profile that one.
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24th Jul 2009, 16:37
` ♥Jolyn: Im not loved
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24th Jul 2009, 08:50
❥ susan: tagged~! nice skin crazypretty :D
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23rd Jul 2009, 20:50
Natalie's (L): Relinked already ! Stay pretty oh ! {:
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23rd Jul 2009, 20:36
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23rd Jul 2009, 20:17
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23rd Jul 2009, 16:28
` ♥Jolyn: Me lurve die you luhs, can i have ur pic,i want post them on my blog.
} R.E : Me love die you too! Haha! Sure, why not ? :)

22nd Jul 2009, 21:59
M.Yuuuun{♥}: Hellos! :D
} R.E : Helloh ! :D

22nd Jul 2009, 21:55
charmaine: cheerup ? i trust you :DD
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22nd Jul 2009, 16:51
HuiFang: TAGGED \
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21st Jul 2009, 23:11
❥ susan: taggedpretty lovelove.
} R.E : Haha! Thank Babe! Love you too! (L)

20th Jul 2009, 22:26
Eileeen.!: me too. i very simple de. just give me food to eat can le
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20th Jul 2009, 20:59
` ♥Jolyn: Hellohello ,SexyLove
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20th Jul 2009, 18:25
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20th Jul 2009, 13:00
❥ susan: hahahs :D so i shall say see you soon. allow fate to meet up again.
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19th Jul 2009, 21:07
M A N T H A's ♥: Hi plurker, link me! =B
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19th Jul 2009, 20:24
charmaine: argh, now sch start, zx cant go out one, i wan go your wedding too ! can be your bridesmaid but dun ask me to say speech ar !
} R.E : Lame lah! Lol! Haha ! ._.

19th Jul 2009, 16:56
leimen: TAGGED!nice blog
} R.E : thankyou. :)

19th Jul 2009, 16:15
HuiFang: TAGGED
} R.E : Thanks fr taggin me (L)

Shall go sleep alr. Im sleepy. Rmbr tag me yea ? Haha!
& Please, i hope you guys stop saying that you'll dont like him!
Not fair for him ! :@

Happy Eleventh Monthsary ♥ (:

2009-07-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling! I dont know why blogger got problem! )':
Then i cant blog for my Baby alr. How am i gng to blog when its like this ? )': *Sorry Baby.
Shall Blog for you, once blogger is back to normal! * I promised alright! Haha! Love you. (L)

School as usual. I went to school for this five day! Omg~ I cant believed too!
& Worst still, I did listen to almost EVERY lesson ! Clap for me please~ Haha !
Im sucha good girl ,alr. Gna work hard for N'level yea! :)
I have faith in myself. & I cnt let everyone who care for me down. Esp. Parents & Baby!

Went out with Cliques today. (Eileen, Joanna, Charmaine, Zhixian & Baby) {:
Bus-ed 161 to Compass Point. Hees^^ Then had lunch there. We decided on what to eat fr long. Hahs.
After eating, got this small lil malay guy kip looking at Charmaine! Haha!
Damn cute i swear ! We were all laughing out loud! Hah!
& Baby were angry that time. Sorry Baby about it ! ):

Home after that. Bath, prepared! & Went out :)
Bus 161 again to CausewayPoint. Walk ard! Nothing much though.
Baby were looking for his room thingy. Cause he's moving house real soon ? *next mth.
Went to buy this Mochi Ice Cream. I treat Baby one! ^^ Hees. Yummy yea!
I bought mint & baby choco expresso. Nice! Buy it next time.

Then home soon. Hees. Chat alot on bus. ^^ (L)
& Home sweet home. Baby went to work alr.
He promise to sent me Eleventhsary Text tnight @ 12! (L)
Im gng send him one too! Yay! Hees^^
Im going out with him tmrw, not going to celebrate.

Wna know why we not celebrating ? ^^
Because he's saving money for our ONE YEAR ! Which is thiry two days time ! (L) Looking foward to it! Hees^^
Alright, that's all! Going to sleep early. To have energy pei Baby tmrw! (L)

Happy Eleventh Monthsary, In advance ! (L)
& Baby I Love You Forever ~!

Its just another day,

2009-07-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

Curretn Mood : Down. Sad. Stress. Tired.
Current Music : Because Of You.

Helloh Helloh ! I dint blog yesterday, because i wasnt in th mood & im not free.
Haha! That is why im here to blog ! :) Do you all miss me ? Haha! I bet you guys do right ? :/
Oh! & I heard that alot of my friends cant get to blog :x I wonder if me too :x
Later i type so long, then came out nothing! Then im gna be mad over it ! Haha ! Lol! Rmbr before you leave tag me!

School as usual! I dint sleep at any of th lesson! I pay full attention to all!
Praise me please! Haha! Lol! Im so guai loh! Right ? I know i am ! Haha! No need you to say. *BHB*
Then Baby came to fetch me after school. Love him fetching me from school (L)

Went out with Baby yesterday, to study. Went to HougangMall.
Then after that ,we went walking from HougangMall to Ave 8 ,then back to HougangGreen.
Haha! Sweet aye ? I know i know. Dont envy :x Omg. *No offences yea ? :x
Well. Then we just kip walking again. It seems that we love walking now ? haha! Walk everywhere we can.
Have dinner tgt. I ate carrot cake ,vegetarian one ley! ^^ Haha ! :D
& Went to green . & Home soon . Online & do my homework. Slept at 12a.m plus ? Lol!

School as usual today. Eileen dint came. Im alone! Sigh. Then slept only during SocialStudies.
Other i pay full attention to it ! Huixuan is becoming a good girl loh! Praise me please, reward me too! Lol!
Then went to print my F&N Coursework thing. & Home soon. Texting Don. Lol!
Finally home sweet home. Big cry in th toilet when im bathing.
I really cant take it okay, feel exauhsted!

Cry from 3plus till 4 almost 5 plus. Fell asleep. Lol! & Dinner @ 7p.m
Online after dinner. & Came here blogging. Thy're kp-ing me liao! Gna offline soon! -'-
Fcuk up day. Nothing goes well. :(

None of you can understand what im undergoing.

All you all say is dont think too much. -'-

How many time muz i repeat myself. I dint think anything.

When i say i dint means i dint! Im undergoing alot of pressure alright!

Studies is getting on my nerves. & Im working real hard now.

Its better to work hard now, then doing nothing right ! -'-

Say so much got what use ? Its better to kip it to myself than to tell you all.

& stop all of your nonsense. alright! dont kpkb anymore!

Dont accuse me when i did nothing! I dint bring th PSP to school! Its at home! -'- Fcuk!

Say so much got what use ? No one bother, anyway!

What th hell~

2009-07-19T15:00:00.006+08:00

Current Mood : Disappointed & Angry.
Current Music : --

Helloh Helloh Earthling. Im feeling so giddy right now, no idea why :/
Im missing baby, alr. Though only one day dint see him ! Haha!
~~Im so speechless when i hear something ,really & that's from my dad. :(~~

~~Im so disappointed in him.~~
~~Mummy & his sister, who's more important ? He's sister ? Kkay, i know both are.~~
~~But, shouldnt it be mummy MORE important than sister ? Even if you're angry when you see this i also wont care.~~
~~What if mummy know about tht ? She will feel upset too, you know ? :(~~

~~Mumy ask you to pack fr lunch fr her, cause she's working & need to eat.~~
~~& Because of mahjong, you ask her to call her *collegue to buy. What th hell._. Kkay, this i dont mind.~~
~~Then forget it. I also dint say anything. Now, aunt ask you to drive her to chalet. You drive. Wth~?~~
~~I really, so disappointed & angry when i know this can! >:/~~
Whatever, Disappointed. :'(

I got nothing to do this afternoon. Haha! Bored.
Baby say he's coming over tmrw to fetch me from school (L) He better dont break his promise :/
Going offline soon ! Im feeling so giddy & sleepy ! :( Dont know why too ! :x
I shall reply tags than ! Haha ! :)

19th Jul 2009, 15:03
Marjorie: Eh, must invite me to your wedding k? Cannot forget me.
} R.E : Haha! Sure sure. I will (L)

19th Jul 2009, 13:48
Alicia: Hihi plurker , last long ! :D
} R.E : Hihi! Thankyou :)

19th Jul 2009, 11:18
charmaine: i wan join i wan join i wan join !
} R.E : Can can. Let's find one day. you & zx & me & boyfr. kkay :)

19th Jul 2009, 00:20
shouta baby: we are so sweet haha!
} R.E : Yes, ofcoz! :D

19th Jul 2009, 00:14
❥ susan: pretty! hahas. shy leis you say like tht. FATE! andand th baby is sooo effing cute.
} R.E : Yes FATE ! Haha ! See you soon, again! & yes, my cousin :)

18th Jul 2009, 23:12
SHAN ♥ ,: Will link you soon
} R.E : Thankyou.

18th Jul 2009, 21:56
Natalie's (L): Hi ! Tagged & linked aye {: Last long alrights {:
} R.E : Hi! Your link too!{: Thankyou. :)

18th Jul 2009, 21:47
ah long: tagged lasst long too tyanks
} R.E : Thanks & you last too!

18th Jul 2009, 21:32
Joan: Plurk-er :D hey!! Tags for you! takecare & last long.
} R.E : Thankyou. You lastlong too :D

18th Jul 2009, 15:39
Eileeen.!: haha. because by the time you reach there, amy and i just reach hougang :x . next week must come school often okay?(:
} R.E : I see. Sure, i will go der. :)
18th Jul 2009, 00:37
❥ susan: hellos crazypretty smile always okay. shall meet up with you one daywhen im free , okays?
} R.E : Suresure. & you smile always too. & we've met one another ! FATE ! ^^

17th Jul 2009, 22:52
XiaoVess: hey plurkers , i Linked you alr .
} R.E : Thanks so much :D

17th Jul 2009, 16:22
charmaine: Do you wna talk to someone? Mrs Lin asked me about you today, she seems worried for you, and so do we. We will all help you recover from unsocialness ! HAHA! I think you did well for exams lo, cos you express emotions out. Good lei ! HAHA, Yea, i seriously miss you D:
} R.E : Im alright yea. Dont worry. Haha! Lol! I miss you too! :(

16th Jul 2009, 19:44
HuiFang: TAGGED
} R.E : Thankyou.

16th Jul 2009, 17:59
SHAN ♥ ,: HIIIII :D
} R.E : HIHIHI^^

16th Jul 2009, 17:05
It's ♥; EvelyynnRachhel: heyys ! TAGGED !
} R.E : Thanks.

15th Jul 2009, 18:19
Marjorie: You today naughty, never come to school again!
} R.E : Haha! Yea :(

15th Jul 2009, 15:36
ANGEL: tagged yo! haha, got your link through plurk :D
} R.E : Helloh! Haha! :D

Im done replying those tags. :) Im bored uh!
Baby is busy watching his show, bad him! Roar! He better text me, or i will angry.
Im still plurking. Bored. Shall go read people's blog instead. Goodbye.
Update soon :) & Im going school tmrw! Im going to love school!

Baby, I love you. Your my sweetest addiction.
Must remember our promise okay ? Haha ! I love you :)

Im so happy, today.

2009-07-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

Current Mood : Happy & Sleepy ~
Current Music : From This Moment.

Hello Helloh ! I took more than an hour to edit & upload all this photos. Haha !
Damn it, waste so much of my time. But i think is worth it ! ^^ Bcause i love today ~
I was really happy & had lots of fun today, all thanks to Baby, Shall start from lastnight than :)

Baby slept like a log last night ! Haha ! Damn funny lah ! Snore some more :/
He slept my bed, so i slept on sissy bed. & Dont anyhow think we did nothing! Th room door is open! xD
& I look at him sleep so soundly, & feel so poor thing fr him. Look after him till 2a.m almost 3a.m ? :x
I fell asleep. & Wakeup @ 6a.m plus ; Bcause i heard Baby saying :"Laopo..Laopo~~" Then i wakeup o.o!

Wakeup, Chit chat with him. Haha! He said ard 3a.m plus he wakeup, He heard me snoring too xp
Haha! & He say he not very sure, whether is it me. But i guess not.
Cause my dad & bro. snore real loud tht my room cn hear. Haha ! :/

Mum & Dad went out to buy breakfast for us .
& so me & baby went to look after Tristan (boy-boy) ,then baby is so curious of boyboy sleeping ways.
He kip looking & giggling away, cause boyboy kip turning here & there.
After not long, Boyboy wakeup. & He went to my room to play PSP, Lol! So we all went in with him.
Cause bro & sis haven wake up yet.

Then we all lie down there. So funny luh. Then took pictures of them.
Mum & Dad came back, soon after that. Then we went had our breakfast. :) Haha!
Then after that back to room again. Boyboy kip following us ! Haha ! Kip following Baby, i mean!
Kip playing with Boyboy, He damn effing stick to Baby can ; I jealous >:/ Haha! Lol!

& Went to bath @ ard 12plus & so do Baby after i bath. Lol!
Out soon. & Trained down to City hall~ Walked to Suntec City. Haha !
Walk here & there. Talk while walking. Woah~ Damn tired.
We went searching for Carrerfour, just to buy Choco. milk. So sweet of Baby to search ard fr me. (L)

Found & we went in play with th iMac comp. Th photo booth. Took photo.
Haha! & Then after that we went back to th main point to buy Choco. milk :/ Haha!
Bought. & Went walking again. Haha! Lol! Kip walking non-stop tday.
After tht walked from Suntec to th dontknow where. Went to Harvey Norman.

Baby moving house soon. & He wna deco. his room. So ,we went there see see look look.
& Then we went kopitiam eat Mango Longan :)
Here then, we were tired cause we kip walking. & We started taking photos.
Baby took so many funny pictures man, & i laugh till like a mad woman! Hahaha! Lol!

& After that, we went down to go back suntec walk again.
While coming down from th escalator, i saw this girl very familiar & my feeling told me so.
Then i feel that it was Susan Crazybabe (L) ; & I text her. & Its really her. Woah, so coincidence.
If i never come down from there, if she never look at th side im looking & if i never come to tht mall ; i wont see her.
All this is fate man, cause she just tag me yesterday; saying meetup one day. Haha! (L)
& I tell you, She is real pretty ! I swear ! Haha ! :D

Back to suntec. & We went Toy 'R' Us. We play there. Hide & Seek. I swear its fun & tired. Haha!
Lol! We gna find another Toy 'R' Us play again. :) Haha! Anyone want join us ?
& We went walking again. & Finally trained down to HougangMall.
Went Fair-Price ,& Baby bought me Choco. milk cause im craving for it. So sweet of him uh ?

& We walked home. I just love kip walking with Baby. Its really sweet & loving.
He even sang fr me. & i almost teared. Cause im touch! :/ Lol!
& Then we slack awhile @ house downstair, singing aloud . So sweet & loving i swear ! Haha !
Home soon. & He went to his religious class. :)

Photos For Today :

Baby & Tristan ; Nicole only :

Only Baby :

Baby & Me :

Only Me :

Others :

Laogong,

thanks for those laughter you brought to me today.
Im really happy, & have lots of fun! :)
I love going out like today, with you. (L) & Remember our promise ?
To get married in 4-5yrs time. *As in after my studies.
& For th sake of you & me, i will study real hard from now :)

Baby, Thirty-Seven Days ; Cant wait manzxs.

Hope Baby Recover Soon~

2009-07-17T22:32:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: Wondering.
Current Music: Westlife's Flying Without Wings.

Hello Hello Earthling. Another day without pictures. Sadded.
Will tk more ,next time (: Baby is at my house now, He's sick! Oh gosh. :(
& Im not a good girl today. Sigh. Im sorry to friend tht concern about me. Im really sorry.

Dint went to school. I wasnt feeling good. Im really so tired this morning, in fact now too.
I dont know why either. Mrs Lin call me ,talk to me. I feel a lil upset.
& Thanks to friends who are concern about me :) I really appreciate it. Give me some time ,kkay ?
I will be okay, in days time. I dont know how long do i need. But i'll try my best. :)

So, dint went school. Went to aunt house to finish my coursework instead.
& headed home. Lunced @ home. Took Bus27 ,meet Baby on th bus to Tampinese Mall.
Reached soon. Eileen & Sissy say thy are going there too. But no fate with Eileen, saw Sissy only :/
Then watched Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince. Quite nice, i think ? Haha! Lol!

& Show ended @ ard almost 8p.m ! :x Then bus 27 home with Baby. He was alright @ that time.
But when reaching my house, he like so not feeling well. & then he's now @ my house.
I asked him to stay over. Cause im worried. Gna tkcare of him ! Hope he recover soon!
Im feeling so sleepy now,But im gna still tkcare of him ! :D

Baby, Thirty-Nine More Days ; Cant wait manzxs!

Three Hundred ,& Twenty Six Days of Love. (L)

No pictures today :(

2009-07-16T20:04:00.002+08:00

Current Mood : Upset ,Down & Stress.
Current Music : 郭静's 心墙!

Hellohello Readers, Earthling & Whatsoever.
Do you all miss me alot ? Alright, dont deny ; i know you all do! Haha! So tag me please!
Im kind of a lil down, & up. Lol! Damn emotional lah! This post might be a lil emo too :x

Went to school as usual, then im really not feeling well. But hais, dont mention.
Lesson as usual, early dismissal @ 12.30p.m ; Bcause we've N lvl oral! :(
& during oral im not stress nor worried at all, But i think i did badly for it, :/
Then i cried during th conversation ,It goes like this :
Teacher(s) :" What challenge did you face in your life ?"
Me :"Challenge as in ? Studies ?"
Teacher(s) :" Hmm. Yup."
& My tears started rolling down . Told her all those thing inside me, & i cried.
Omg ,think it back ; i feel so embarassed man! Haha! Whatever. :/

& Then waited for LiHui. Walked home alone. Home sweet home. :)
Dint meet baby, today. He's damn sick tday :/ Meet him tmrw ,maybe ?
Can i skip school again ? For th one last time ? :/

Let's talk about my problems ,You can choose not to read. I just need to rant it out :/

I feel stress up with studies. & that's it. I dont knw what people ard me said its true.
That i had a boyfr. & i became like this. As in very slack ; for myself, i dont think so.
Bcause im alr like that since SecThree ? :/
I hate them when thy said i couldnt concentrate is bcoz of Baby. I really hate it.
In fact, i will fight them back ,as in say them back / scold them :x
I dont like accusing people, neither do i like people accusing me or people ard me.
& so then whoever say my boyfr. better watch out ! -'- :x

Studies, really isnt doing good.
I cant concentrate. & i totally got no mood for that! :/ Idk why either!
I wanted to do well. But i doesnt seems to be working hard on it :(
I dont know what i can do, to be better in all subjects. :( Hais. Tell me what i can do ?

Friends. I find that im drifting from them. Not that thy drifted from me. :/
As in i talk not much with them ,joke not much with them, anymore. :(
I dont know what to do ,i just got no mood to do everything ;
as in studying, talking & etc. Sort of like lost my interest. :( Hais.
Friends, that i've been joking ard & etc ; im sorry if i neglect you. I doesnt want it too :(

Can someone help me with all this prob. ? I cant hang on anymore.
I feel like leaving here, leaving this world ,leaving everything end.
I dont want to hang on anymore. Im tired. I really am, i dont know why either. :(
Im so wore out T.T

Baby, Fourty more days ; Cant wait manzxs !

& rmbr i love you, i will always do.

Poor Sick Baby, I will tkcare of you :)

2009-07-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

Current Mood : Stress, & missed.
Current Music : Never Had A Dream Come True.

Helloh Helloh Earthling ,Im sleepy ! But still, i wont let my blog dead!
Im tired. I really am. I slept quite late, last night! Bcause i cant sleep :( Dontknow why either.
Haha! Let me re-cap what actually happen :)

Alright, Im not a good girl today. Sadded. But a good girl infront of Baby :)
Bus-ed down to find him, & accompany him to see doctor. He's sick uh! Poor baby. :(
& Then we quarrel. Hey, not really my fault okay! >:/

Quarrel, & He thought i flirt outside._. I wont okay! Roar~
& So he followed me. Crazy him. :x Haha! Then train down to YioChuKang, & Bus 72 to Tampinese.
While waiting for bus, Baby "sa jiao" at me. Haha! Cute him lah! :x Lol, & I forgave him! :)
Then on bus, he lie down on my shoulder for awhile. (L)

Walked ard Tampinese1 & we bus 27 to HougangMall. Lol!
& Have our lunch there @ Mac. French fries.
I help baby clear th salt away, coz whenever he sick; he will taste everything salty.
See, i so sweet & caring & loving ,right ! I know i am! :x Haha! He muz be touch! :)

Then walked home, soon!
& Home soon. Then baby took his medicine. & He went to use comp, while i bath. :)
Then i came out from bath, i went plurking & he went to my room to take a nap.
I plurk awhile only, went tkcare him :)

He fever. Help him put towel on his fore-head & kip changing th towel fr him :)
& then he really fell asleep. I kip changing th towel fr him. Make th dont know call what drink for him :)
Look after him ,till he wakes up at ard 5plus :) & We went watch "100% Entertainment" :D
I was laughing like mad, so do baby. :/ Take photos. :)

& Baby went home at ard 6plus . He's sick uh. So ask him go home early rest.
He got 1wk MC man! Till 21July. So damn good luh! Dx
Wonder if he's coming over to find me, tmrw ? Lol! Hope he would come ? Lol ?
& Then after send him back, had a big fight with my fcuker brother. -'-

He punch me, alot of time. It still hurts now :( Blue black some more! Fcuk him!
Curse him die soon~ Knnbccb! -'- Think im afraid of him! He muz be crazy!
Make me scream & yell like hell, that my voice is gng mute soon~ D:
Anws, dad came back & scold/nag at him! Haha! Bcause he dint went school! Obi quack to him! :p

Baby is so worried about me, that he wna come back, But i ask him dont.
& ask him not to worry. (L) Hees^^ & Then i saw alot of his text! Love you lah, Baby.
Reply him. & Off to dinner. :) After dinner, came online.

Im tired. Think im gna sleep real early, tnight! Lol! Haha!
Tmrw's Nlvl English oral exam! Wish me gdluck ,please! Im so worried!
Shall end here than! Love yah! & Tag me, alright :)

Baby, Fourty One more days ; Cant wait manzxs~!

How long more can i hang on. Im so effing tired. Im falling soon!
Or maybe not, im collapsing. :'( No stress was given to me, yet im feeling stress & tired. :'(

What am i worried about ? My Nlvl's ? I think so ,bcause i dont work hard on it.

I got no much time left. But what can i do ? :'( I feel like ending everything :'(
Can i just die & let everything ends here ? Im worried ,I will just leave one day. :'(

Why cant i just quit school ? :x

2009-07-14T21:11:00.003+08:00

Back to reply taggies, again! :) Tag more!

13th Jul 2009, 19:51
(♥) ' MSminnie: Thanks , here to tag you back too . Anyway , your blog songs are always very peaceful . Haha .
}♥,O.WNER!™: Welcome, thanks fr th tag :) & Hees. I love peaceful song! Haha! :)

13th Jul 2009, 18:10
VanessaPBY! :]: LNKED YOU :D
}♥,O.WNER!™: Thankyou. & Your linked too :)

13th Jul 2009, 17:59
charmaine: good tht you two are okay :DD
}♥,O.WNER!™: Haha! Lol! :) Thanks (L)

13th Jul 2009, 14:07
Nihui: welcome yo !
}♥,O.WNER!™: Hees ^^

12th Jul 2009, 19:14
shouta baby: i know u love me de so pls dont keep being emo ok... u are going to cook for me for my whole life ok!!!
}♥,O.WNER!™: Yea, iloveyou. Who want cook fr you ah ? Cook yourself xp Haha!

12th Jul 2009, 19:10
Bendanzxs: hi!! tagges :D
}♥,O.WNER!™: Hi!! Thankyou. :)

12th Jul 2009, 18:34
GINNIE ™ ♥: tag you and link you up soon =) take care and cheer up
}♥,O.WNER!™: Thankyou. & You too alright ! :)

12th Jul 2009, 15:41
SUSAN: well,i try to sleep early okays pretty! heees. you too cheerup*
}♥,O.WNER!™: Hees. Good. Muz sleep early. Will cheerup der. Thanks Babe (L)

12th Jul 2009, 14:15
Joey.O: Xuan!! give me your blog email pls!!
}♥,O.WNER!™: o.o my email is f-lyaway@hotmail.com :)

12th Jul 2009, 13:58
S.Shihua!: bleh
}♥,O.WNER!™: LOL!

12th Jul 2009, 13:54
John: heyy, just dropping by! =))
}♥,O.WNER!™: Hey, helloh :)

12th Jul 2009, 13:37
charmaine: Shihua so xiao qi . I dun wna miss you ! Hmp. I buy couple keychain for you two okay?
}♥,O.WNER!™: Lol! No need, we buy ourselves. Thanks. ^^

12th Jul 2009, 03:59
SUSAN: crazypretty youre missed!
}♥,O.WNER!™: Crazy Babe ,you're missed too (L) !!

11th Jul 2009, 23:25
Marilyn♥: Cheerup ok babe :D
}♥,O.WNER!™: Haha! Thanks ,i will der. :)

11th Jul 2009, 21:59
shouta baby: u alway lie to me. lying to me, give me hope and take it away. i hate those pain and cry i have. i hate it
}♥,O.WNER!™: Im sorry, my dear. Im really sorry. :'(

Tags are all replied.
& tag me more please. Im looking forward for more tags. :)

Current Mood : Stress up & Still Stress up !
Current Music : Could This Be Love.

Helloh helloh dear readers, do you all miss me ? :x Haha, i know you all do right.
Yes, im here to blog again! I cant leave my blog dead even for one day, haha! Lol! :) Let me re-cap what i did. :)
Oh, and i said in yesterday post ; I will be a good girl, tday. & Yes i did ! Haha ! :)

Slept with tears, lastnight. Because of something ,*that i wont mention :x Haha!
& wake up early in th morning 6.30a.m! *Yawnxzs. Im damn tired loh. But, still i went school!
Plurk one, & i went off to school! Heheh! Lol. Bus 101 to school. :)
Walked to front gate, coz i think that back gate dint open ! Haha! Indeed, it dint ; Shihua told me :)

& Reach school. Lie to Charmaine ,I dint came ! Yes, she believe again! Hah! :)
Lesson as usual. & Yes, its boring lah. Eileen & Joanna did came :) Haha! Lol! Texting Shihua, Gavin & Baby. :)
Bored uh! Dint talk much with Eileen & co. I dont know why also, dont feel like talking too much. :x
Dint went fr recess, chit chat with Shihua in class instead. :x

& Lesson again. Slept during maths lesson :x
English soon, summary. Done, and text them again ! Lol! & Release. :)
Mall with Shihua & sissy to have lunch & shihua want buy notebook . Lol!
Chit chat, laughing, giggling, walking, & library. Home soon after buying bubbletea. Walk home.
Seperate with Shihua. & Was laughing around with Sissy. & Home soon.

Bathed. & I dint sleep during th afternoon :( Sadded. Lol!
But i have fun with Sissy watching "100% Entertainment" on Channel U @ 5p.m.
Play games with sissy, till we laugh till peng ,HAHAHA! I swear its real fun loh! xD
& mum & dad came home ,plurk awhile when thy bath. & to Grandma's house for dinner. :)
Accompany mummy to Blk 680++, with Sissy. & I bus-ed home myself.

Home soon. Alone.
& Thy came back not long ago. :)
There's school tomorrow ;
Should i go ? Or should i not go ? I dont know . I dont feel like gng :x

Alright ,that's all. Stay tuned to my plurk alright ! :) Haha! Tag me too! Tags are replied above :)

Baby ,Fourty Two more days ; I cant wait (L)

i dont like studying. i dont wna study either.
im so stress up with studies. i know myself, i wont pass.
Yet im still hoping that im able to get good result, without working hard.
i cant concentrate. idk why either. no mood either.
hais. i will still do my best, work harder. :'(

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2009-07-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

Current Mood : Bored. & Kind of a lil down ?
Current Music : I Knew I Love You.

Helloh Helloh. Im here to update now. Think will be a short post ?
Alright, im not a good kid tday. I bet you guys know why, haha! :)
& Im sorry to be a naughty girl, tday. Not anymore. Will be a good girl, tmrw.
Its never too late. :) Haha! Excuses i know.

Im kind of bored. Baby went out with his best bro. Haha! & I was pissed off with him @ first.
For not answering my call. Roar. Shall continue angry with him, till he make me smile ! :)
Im bad, i know. But who ask him, dont pick up my call! :@
So, that's not my fault. It was his. & I bet he know he's wrong too! :x

& then i had a afternoon sleep. woah, dint sleep real well ; kind of warm :x Lol!
Then woke up, lazy to get out from my bed till now :x HAHA! Boring.
Haven taken my dinner yet, wonder where daddy & mummy go ? Till now haven come back! :(
No dinner. Im hungry. Lol, not really hungry anws! Haha! Im crazy.

Baby in afternoon shift tmrw. Bored. Wont meet him.
But, he say he'll come find me on wednesday. Haha! Sweet of him, better come ; i tell him!
Never come. i kill him! Better dont break promise! >:/
& I guess he's home by now. Yea, he's home ! Wonder what did he bought tday. :/

Hahah! Waiting fr him to call & apologised. Haha! Dont reply his text. xp
Lol! I think daddy & mummy is back, alright goodbye~ :)
Tag me ,alright! :)

idk what to do, i feel that i dont have much time left.

I dont think my N'lvl are gng to pass. Coz i dont study, & i dont feel like putting in effort.

Well, im not putting in any effort, btw. :(

I cant regret, but im still regreting & blaming myself, for being stupid.

Why cant i just have a smarter brain ?

Blog updated for yesterday.

2009-07-12T12:06:00.004+08:00

Photos taken yesterday @ downtown east. Cosplay* ?

Current Mood : Loss & Sorry.
Current Music : Redwan Ali's Would You Be There

Helloh helloh earthling . Im back here once again to update my precious lil blog.
I know you guys wanted to know what's gng on right ? Haha! I will update now, kkay :)
Be patient ,alright ? Haha ! Let me re-cap what happen yesterday uh ! :D

After i offline, i went to have my lunch that my dad pack fr me .
Watching tv while eating. & finish up my food. Rest awhile, & i went to bath. :)
After not long ? Or quite long ,Baby came. I cooked maggi mee for him. So sweet & lovely of me right ? :)
He ate, while i preparing to go out with him . Hees ^^ Muz "zui bei mei mei" right ? ^^

Aunty thy all came. & was playing with Baby Nicole. Baby was playing with her too. Haha!
& After that, Baby finish & We went off :) Haha! Walked to mall. We are sweet okay ! We play again :x
I love playing with Baby everytime we out :) Cause its very sweet ^^ & I swear we are ; dont jealous :/
Haha! Walked to interchanged & bus 89 to downtown east. We are sweet all long way ~ Haha!

& Baby fell asleep @ bus. He's tired. He so kelian :( Sayang oh~ Haha!
Finally reached. Walked ard @ Ehub. Lol. Nothing much there. Bored :x & Back to downtown.
Saw alot of people cosplay-ing . Woah. First time. Lol! Im so noob. Haha!
Those costume are nice, though idk what thy are.

& Then take some photo. Lol. Hmm. Then we walked to Whitesand shopping center. Walk ard.
Arcade again. Never fail to go arcade der. :/ Haha! Lol! Nothing much too.
& by that time was alr 6p.m plus ? Bus 89 home . Walked to Bus stop, waiting fr bus. & we started playing agn.
Bus came. Boarded. & We chit chat on th bus. Haha! Lol! & we saw this family very cute :S ! Hahah!

& Reach mall soon. Walked at mall fr awhile & walk home. My emotional started again too.
When walking home. Suddenly rain. Then we was slowly walking & it started raining heavily o.o!
So, we went running. Haha! Fun, sweet & cute. Haha! xD
Reach Bus 27 bus stop. Accompanied Baby waited fr bus. Everything started again.

My emotional hurt both of us. :( Sorry, i guess i realise my mistakes ?
Im sorry. I do feel bad, okay. Not that i dont :( Dint you see my last two post ? :(
Im sorry. I really am . Okay. I dint know it hurt you that much.
Pardon me for awhile. Im having my woman's problem now uh ,i guess tht's why i reacted like that yesterday.

As for tday. I dont know what to do . Im bored. I wanted to go out.
But Baby is not free, i guess ? He's having his religion things. Wonder what he doing now. :(
He's eating. He just texted me. I know he's not gng to come today, but i still hoping tht he will.
Haha! Not meeting him tmrw either ? He's meeting his best bro fr shopping. Haha!
Bored. Tuesday, also wont meet him too. He afternoon shift. So that mean 3day, wont see him! Fuck!
Im gna miss him like mad ler loh. Nevermind. Haha! I will endure.

Dont want miss him too much. Later he act big again ! Haha! Later dont want face say i kip missing him.
But i swear, i will miss him like shit ! Haha ! Sucker ass, you better miss me too ; i tell you !
Haha! Miss you lah, bodoh ass. Love you too . (L)

I went offline ,& then back online again. Haha! Lol!
Went plurking, still. & Its still th same lagging! Hahah! My karma did went up ^^ Hees~
*Sister is really lame & dumb._. Haha!
Added Crazybabe on MSN! Haa. Exchanged number with her ; Lol. Haha!

Baby has went to work. Lol! I told him i wanted to skip school ; & He ask me dont. Say maybe will have surprise.
God also know what surprise is that ,lol._. & That is he come my school ,fetch me :)
But is maybe only what. Think i will skip school, tmrw :x Opps! Should i or should i not ? :/
See how i feel tmrw morning :x Haha! & I will tell you guys whether did i, or did i not :x

Mum's gna kill me ,if she know i skip. & Sissy that ass say she's gna tell mum!
& im gna slap her, if she did. Ohgod. Im gng off th comp soon, or im gna get scolded like fcuk.
Its been on since 9a.m plus till now ! Damn !

& I tell you ,me & baby is alright now! :)
Love him lah. Bcause of my emotional we quarrel. Hais. Sorry Baby.
Ofcoz ,you do know i love you right ! & I miss you too ! Asshole Baby, Better miss me ; i tell you !

& Because of you ,again. I reacted that way ; Im sorry. );

Three Hundred & Twenty One Days ; Fourty Four more days.

& I love you. I always do, trust me .

Helloh. Will i be gng out ,later ?

2009-07-11T14:04:00.003+08:00

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& Sorry for th late replies of tags. Tag more ,yea ?

11th Jul 2009, 13:56
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10th Jul 2009, 23:43
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10th Jul 2009, 20:57
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10th Jul 2009, 20:09
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10th Jul 2009, 19:19
charmaine: CHEERUP lei !!
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10th Jul 2009, 19:01
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10th Jul 2009, 15:47
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10th Jul 2009, 15:24
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9th Jul 2009, 22:30
Yatooin: Thanks! Im fine alr, much better You & yr boyfy, sweet!
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9th Jul 2009, 21:33
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9th Jul 2009, 19:41
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9th Jul 2009, 19:25
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9th Jul 2009, 17:24
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9th Jul 2009, 16:17
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Current Mood : Excited / Happy .
Current Music : Love To Be Love By You.

Things between me & Baby hopefull is alright, now.
Nothing to much to blog about ,either. Im on plurk & twitter. Lol. & Its lagging. Whatever.
I reply all tags. Baby gng off soon. :) Meeting him, later ? I think ? Miss die him lah. Only one day only.
Miss him like siao ! Crazy ler me. :x

I think we are going E-Hub later ? Not sure. I dont know ,if i will get to meet him ,still :x
But he yesterday promise he will come. If not, im gng be mad over him again like yesterday.
So Baby, keep your promise alright.

& I want buy tortoise lah. Erghh >:/
Baby say he will buy for me ,im th one hesitating whether want to buy mahs.
Do you think i should buy ? I dont know leys. Hees . ^^

Alright, blog later. When im home. Will take photo! I promised. Cause i want photos ,everyday ^^
Tag me & Respond to my plurk yea :)

Because Of You );

2009-07-10T22:00:00.001+08:00

Current Mood : Complicated & Loss.
Current Music : Kelly Clarkson's Because of you.

Slept with tears ,last night. I was really down. Baby wasnt there, forget it.
I dont know what happening to me, i know im down. Yet, i find no shoulder. :(

*tears are rolling down on my cheeks ,alr. & reason behind was always you.

School as usual. & Lesson as per normal. Was all alone. Thanks Charmaine fr accompanying me :)
& Home soon @ 12 with Sissy. Walking under th rain ,haha! Went to green buy ingredient.
Know why we buy ingredient ? To make PIZZA BREAD ! ^^ Hehe. You want ? :/

Baby dint went fr work. Was supposed to pei me. But.. Hais. Dont feel like mentioning.
Im feeling real damn down ! I swear ,i am ! :( Im crying. Im gng offline & cry till im happy.
Until im not sad ! :'(

Zhuo Jianzhi :
You let me down once again. Im gna break down bcause of you alr.
Oh god. Im really breaking down ! -'- Tell me, what im supposed to do then you will understand me !
Tell me, can !? Together for so long, you still dont understand me ?!! Ohdamn!

} Edited :

Went continue do my pizza bread. Yummy. Hees ^^ Make fr sissy & aunt too.
& Called Baby up. Talked to him. We need to sort things out. I guess, we shall be alright soon ?
I dont know. But i hope we will be alright soon . Thanks Charmaine & Shihua, will cheer up der.
No worry. Im alright. Just very stress with ~~R/S~~ Study.

Zhuo Jianzhi Baby :

Because of you. Th reason of everything was you.
I dont know why. But i know its you, your th reason. I know im selfish.
Selfish by not able to tell you what's th reason tht, why is it because of you.
I hereby apologised. Baby, admit th fact tht there's a gap between us even we're loving.
A gap of trust. A big gap of trust needed. Im apologised again fr this.
Apologised by not able to trust you, completely. Im sorry.

You should be able to know, why im behaving like this. Because of you, again.
You let me down, real down.
*& ~~you make~~ me have th mind of commit suicide for th very moment.
I dont care if my family member is gna read this, & bcause of this hate you. I dont care.
Because, thy aint th one who you loved & aint th one who love you.
So what if you feel that dont like you ? Dont bother, bcause. Im th one contributing into this love. Not them.

I just want us to be in our own world, & not th others.
*but of coz we have to think about other's feeling, right ?
I wish i could trust you.
I wish i could have th time turn back.
I wish i could have super power that i can read your mind, to know what you want.
& We wont have so much problems hanging around us ,right now @ th very crucial moment.

I sort of regretted what i said in th afternoon ,of asking you to let go.
Come think of it. You can be a great boyfr. ,but im th one who kept you in th past. & think tht your still th same.
Probably, i should have learn how to let go th past. & not live in th past.
What's important is our future ,right ? Holding hand to hand forever, till future ; right ?
Not th past. Not what you onced did. Not what you onced said. Right ?
Its now, th future, & till th end of our life, right ?

All those promises we onced made. All those happy time we onced have.
Everything happy, we onced have.
Thy will all come back, soon right ? I know, it will. & Im sure, it will. Right ? :)
Singing time. Playing time. Fake Piggy Back you time. Hitting & Biting you time. Movie time.
& Everything we onced did.
On th bus, at shopping center, in th public ; like a small lil kid couple playing. Chasing one another.
Everything will come back soon, i promised.
Because, i will get myself to be back th past me. Th real me. Not the now me.

Baby, sorry that i've been behaving so wrongly recently.
Thanks fr enduring till now. & saying that you'll endure it forever. & fr th sake of me.
Thanks fr letting me know, & rmbr of our happy times. It still on my mind ,like :
- You sing every night for me. :)
- You act like an idiot just to cheer me up ,make me smile :)
- You act cute on th phone, in th public just to make your silly wifey(me) laugh. :')
- You let go your pride & apologised to me first ,everytime. :)
- You listen to me, sometime ; just to not make me sad. :)
- You willing to do anything just to cheer your silly wifey laugh. :)
- You came accompany me, instead of your friend just to not make me angry :)
- You dont contact your girl-friend ,just afraid i might be angry. :)
- You let me delete whoever i want, just to please me :)
- You let me ask your friend :"Who thy are", even though you dont like ; just to not make me angry. :)
& Alot . I know everything you did fr me. Yet, i .. Sigh. Im sorry.

From now. I swear ! I will try my best to trust you ! I swear.
& Im sorry for hurting you by saying things that hurt you. :( Sorry, Baby.
Baby, thankyou for your contribution. Letting me know, you love me alot. (L)

My promise to you :
- I will be with you, till your hair turns white.
- I will be with you, till all your teeth drop.
- I will be with you, till th day i die.
- I will love you as much as i onced did.
- I will love you more & more each day.
- I will trust you, like how you trust me.
- I will love you, till th life of mine & yours end.
- I will do what i just promised you (L)

Hubby , I Love You. & Im loving you more & more ! (L)
Fourty Six more days, Our one year is coming. I cant wait for it.
Now, Because of you ; I love you. & its getting more & more each day.
Because of you ,& Its always because of you. Your always th reason.

Upset & Tiring day,

2009-07-09T09:23:00.004+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling ^^

I dint went to school ,tday. Bcause i got MC till tday. Going school ,tmrw ?
But, if im too tired. I dont think i will be going ! Hees ^^ Charmaine ,dont miss me kkay ? :)
i have a very good night ,yesterday. But i kept dreaming of something :/ Lol!
Dontknow is good or bad ,seems so real. Cnt really rmbr what is it . Lol.

Whatever. Alright. I've been plurking. Haha! Lol. No photos again. I want photos!
I want my blog, everyday to have pictures :( But ,i dint take ! Sadded.
& I know more & more plurk friends ^^ Hees ^^
Plurking is fun ,but it lags too. Sadded. But ,i just love it ! Haha ! :D

Baby came in th morning @ ard 9a.m plus ? Alright. & I had my medicine not long.
& we went to sleep. (*we very guai der ,dont anyhow think uh!) Bcause he work night shift ,lastnight.
I slept fr awhile nia. Cant really sleep, dontknow why also :/ & Baby sleep like a pig. Haha! Wth ~
So, i went out leaving him sleeping to had my breakfast. :)

After breakfast, anws i dint ate much. No appetite :( Sigh.
Went back room, go disiao Baby. Hees ^^ So cute.
I kip tickle him & he kip moving here & there with a pissed off look. Oppsy.
& After not long ,he wokes up. Haha! Due to me ? I dont think so ?
Erhh, Yup. I dont think it was me who wakes him up. He woke up, himself ^^

& We was discussing where to go. Discuss alr. & I go bath. Gods know. It rain ._.
Sian diao loh! Damn! &^T$#%$()#%^ Dint go out liao loh.
& later gods know, we quarrel again! Fcuk -'- Wont elaborate why we quarrel. Dont feel like it.
But we are okay, alr. Woah, somemore this time round we talk out everything loh !
Finally. I dont feel like keeping anything inside about this relationship.

kkay. Im gng to school tmrw. I bet charmaine & shihua miss me alot. Haha!
Suddenly, im so looking forward to school ,tmrw :x Haha! Oral next week. Jiayou ^^
Lucky tmrw end at 12. Haha! Sigh, Baby on afternoon shift. :(

Alright. After th quarrel tday.
I feel much more relieved. Like th stone has been taken away on top of my heart.
Serious. I guess from now on, whatever i feel inside i just will tell you face to face ? :)
That will be much more easier fr us ,to continue this love.
We've to trust one another. & to believe that we could last. I'll try my best, now ! I swear.
Im gng to try to trust you now! So, dont let me down. & rmbr what you promise me tday.
Never neglect me ! Baby no more quarrel, i hope so. Sigh.
Baby, Im sorry & rmbr ; I do love you.

I think it would be a long post ?

2009-07-08T13:07:00.003+08:00

(* For Your Information : This post is for yesterday till tday der. )

Hahaha ! No picture ,for today. So sad. I want pictures too ! :/
I was sick ,last night. Fever :x But still ,i went school ! Haha ! :x But it was really terrible.
I slept in class, almost th whole day manxz ! & My head is like ,wah ; cant stand it ! :(
No lesson ? Or there is ? I dont know ,I know i dint sleep during Chemistry & ...

Eileen & Joanna dint came. I was alone. Charmaine with Sani & Weizhuang.
Went to sit beside Pekling & Sihui, Hees. ^^
USSR as usual ,i was sleeping :x Hahah ! Then chemistry ,i was paying full attention !
Wah, clap please ~! My first time leys ! Hahah ! Bcoz th chemistry teacher was like so cute lah!
Then i was smiling at her cute-ness & she asked me twice :"Why are you smiling ?"
Hahah ! Damn cute lahs, i swear. I cant hide my smile man ! LOL !

After that, Social studies ! Copy notes. Charmaine came find me ! Haha. Talking about ... (*our secret)
Alright. After that, was recess. Damn stupid! We went down, sit down @ th table. Looking @ ppl & talking ._.
& Charmaine was th one who suggested to sit down there ,*like an idiot. :/
Then later, she say. Why not we go up ,like so dumb to sit down there. Hahah ! *Slap her slap her!
Hmm. So we walked back to classroom ; & later she say she want buy things ! erghhhhhhh! >:/
Walked back to canteen. Bought drinks, *i dint. :/ Hahaha !
Back to classroom ,soon! :)

& Return to classroom ,Mr chong was here alr. Dint do anything, anws.
Whole lesson ,crapping with Pekling & Sihui ! Oh, & Charmaine too !
Maths lesson i was sleeping . & Was english liao. Emo-ing ? Or bcoz im sick ? & Home soon.
Bus 161-ed to Mall with Amy, Eileen, Charmaine & zx ; lunch-ed ,& dint have much appetite.
So, was about to walk to interchanged. Saw boyfr. Was shocked. Haas.

Walked home. Bathed. & Take temperature, oh god. :(
Slacked with Baby, & later we'd a very serious conflict. & I totally break down. Hais.
Baby went home @ ard 8p.m plus. We was still having conflict. :x
I slept early ,cause i was tired. & Im sick still. Lol. & then dint sleep well.

Wakeup @ 5.30a.m plus ; take my temperature. 38.5degree. omg! Went drink water & back to sleep.
Flip here & there. Cant sleep well. Dont know why either. Went to see doctor just now! :x
Dint went school. Lol. & Home ,medicine & online ! & I went offline. Slept right away when im on my bed. :/
That see how tired & sick i am. & How strong th drowsiness of th medicine is ! Haha! :x
Slept fr about 2hour. & Wakeup @ ard 4 plus ? :x Wakeup blurly ,Hehe^^

& Had my dinner. Dint eat much. I dont have th appetite.
After that came online. Plurking, & my karma drop fr dontknow what reason :(
Feel so sad. Erghhhs >:/ LOL! & I tell you ,my comp is lagging now ; Bcause of plurk! Hehe :x
Brother ,Mummy, Sissy & I are sick. Omg. Brother th worst. Hope we get well soon! & to all people who are sick also.

I logged out my plurk, bcause its lagging. :) Plurk later on. Im gng off soon too. Haha!
Lol. Dont think i will be going school tmrw ? I dont know ? Brother & Sissy more cool!
From this monday, till friday no school! MC man! I want also dont have. But sick is not good.

People who are reading my blog now, drink more water.
Dont fall sick. When sick, muz faster go see doctor. & Still muz drink alot of water.
Bcause water is good. If can drink some "liang cha" ! Alright ? Sick is not good.
Its terrible. Bcause im sick now. So, i understand th terrible feeling of sick.

Below is th dedication for my Boyfr.
Up to you, whether you want read or not :)

25th August 2008 ; 00:12 . Th day & th time we are together .
We've been tgt for three hundred & seventeen days ; 10 months , 1wk & 6days.
Seventeen days, to our eleventh month. & Fourty Eight more days to One year. Time really passes so fast.
I dont even know that how did we manage to make it thru to be till now.
Quarrel more than sweet talk. Sadness more than happiness. But still we make it thru ! Haha.

You know how much i wanted to tell you that i love you more than anything ?
& to let you know, you're so important that im afraid of losing you ?
I dint want to show you how much i love you, & how important you are to me ; cause im afraid of falling again.
& Because of all th lies you onced said ,i cant get myself to trust you anymore.
Yet, im still loving you. & caring fr you.

Tell me how i can tell you,that i love you more than my life.
Tell me how i can show you, that you're important.
Tell me how i can tell you, that im blinded by your lights.
Tell me how i can show you, that you're my everything.

I know you've been enduring ever since dont know when ,
& I became more & more unreasonable, & petty. Attitude too.
All you did was to endure & still endure. I know, you having a pretty hard time too.
But i dont dare to show my weakness to you, cause i doesnt want to fall anymore.
Its pain to fall & it is even more pain to fall & stand up myself.

I just hope that no more lies in this love. No more neglect of one another. No more hurts.
Just love & care. Understand. I want this love to last, & i hope it will.
& I think we can. & I bet we can. Right ? :/

Baby, we still have a long way to go. A very long way to go, right ?
We still have our one year, your bday, christmas & more to celebrate ,right !?
Thanks Baby, for everything you done for me :)

I love you, & I always do (L)
& Baby told me ,Its been long since i ever call him Laogong & say i love him. Omg! Did I ?
Probably we quarrel too much nowadays, so dint realise :x Sorry Baby.
I will say Iloveyou & call you laogong always, kkay ?

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Baby, rmbr ! I love you more than anything okay! Though we quarrel ,i still love you.
Sometime, i just want you to text me more. Talk to me more. Though i know you're busy :/
I dont like you neglect me! :( You know. I felt so empty, when you neglect me . :(

Baby , I Love You ! Cant wait for our One Year !

♥ Fourty Eight More Days , (L)

STUPID BLOGGER ! :x

2009-07-06T19:36:00.004+08:00

Helloh Helloh Eathling ,Its been 3days since i last update.
Sorry, for not updating my blog. Im busying lurking & i neglect my blog :( Oh so sorry.
Pictures, are taken few days ago. Baby ,& myself. Lol ! I m home alone, nw :(
Come back fast, please ; Daddy, Mummy, Sissy & Brother. :/ I dont want be alone :(
I hate to be alone, th feeling of lonely-ness is really bad :(
I kip hear this sound :"tsk tsk" outside my house. Omfg, come home soon ! :(

Alright, I went to watch Ice Age 3 with Baby on th 3rd July @ Causeway.
Hahaha ! So cuteeeeeeee manzxs. :x Haa. & Alvin & th Chipmunks 2 is coming out soon!
Baby promised to watch with me, *Oh did he ? Whatever ! I dont care, he have to watch it with me :/
We still haven watch Transformer. Watching tmrw ? See him loh. Haha! :x Poor Baby :(
He's body is aching, yet have to go to work :/ *Sayang sayang ! Hahaha !

After watching ICE AGE 3, We bus 161-ed home ; Reach house @ ard 9 going 10p.m !
& he went home soon after he sent me home. Sadded. Omg, i hear th "tsk tsk" sound again !
Alright, let's continue.
Hmm. Home, bath & sleep. On th 4th July, went to Compass with Aunt.
Told Baby to meet @ Compass, yet he was at my house downstair. :x Hahaha !
He was there @ ard 2p.m ; & I reaches house downstair @ ard 3p.m ! Sorry Baby. :/

So we walked to "Da Zi Ran" to have our lunch. Lol. Alright. Pissed with Baby. :x
It was really his fault ,this time! I dont like cat, as all my friend know ;
then there was this cat that we have to go pass it ,Baby still play with me. & Th cat tot we play with it!
What th hell lahs. It get me so freaked out can! Im so worried, tht it will ran over here, yet Baby..
Alright, i shouted at him. & he say he was playing. Thn i was like, fun mehs ?! ._.
Served him right, to be scolded by me! Not tht he doesnt know i dont like cat & im scare of it.

Omg omg, i hear th "tsk tsk" sound again ! okay, whatever. Pretend i dint heard it :/
Then finish our lunch, there's this pet shop. & i say i want buy tortoise, then he say go in see.
But damn! Th cat is still there. Fcuk! So dint buy :(
& we went slacking ard. Was a lil down tht time. Baby is great, he did what i told him.
He left me alone, following behind me. (L) Love you lahs ,dear. Tht's what i want when im down.
& So followed & followed. He ask me this stupid question :" Can i hold you alr."
Damn cute lahs him!

I dint answer him. Cause, i was down :/ Sorry. I know i hurt you, that day. :x
Alright. Home soon. & He came my house. Playing with my Baby nicole cousin :x Haha!
When we carry her, we look so family :x Lol ,& I saw my aunt looking & smiling at us! Hahah!
& At ard 7p.m plus, Baby went to work. Pei him & we went buy things & home soon. He went work too.
Text him. *Baby, im sorry tht i hurt you. :(
Fcuk up ,th "tsk tsk" sound is back! What exactly is that ? Erghhh!

Went to Pasir ris to celebrate Grandma's bday @ Sakura.
Dint take pictures ,was too busy eating lahs :x Hahah! Lol! & Went home @ ard 8p.m plus.
Sorry Baby, dint accompany you ! Anws, you got lesson too! :/
& Changed ,went to sleep soon! :D Hahaha ! Lol !

No school, tday. Youth day. Hais. My phone is spoil :(
Damn it. I still reformat it ! Erghhhh! >:/ Whatever. Dont care liao.
Wait till august, Daddy buy me a new phone ! :D Hahah ! Quick quick !!
& Finally, thy are home. Hehe^^ Alright, that's all! Goodbye~ Miss me alright ! :D

Hmm. Will i get to meet Baby tmrw ? I dont know :x Hahah!

Hello ,New blogskin ! :D

2009-07-03T10:31:00.002+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthlings [:
Know why im online so early ? Bcoz of E-learning. Its so dumb !
B'cause i got no powerpoint & i cant even do it ,still make me wake up so early. Roar~
Dint do th assignment given ,so went plurking & changing my blogskin :D
This blogskins isnt really nice ,i'll changed till i find another one. Alright, so stay tune!

Slept at ard 10p.m plus ,lastnight. & Wakeup at ard 12a.m plus. Cant get to sleep. Fcuk!
Went online & plurk. Browsing thru all blogs. & my archivements. Hahaha. Lol!
& Slept at ard 2-3a.m plus . Cant really rmbr. Wakeup at 8a.m plus to do th stupid e-learning things.
Fcuk. Cant do. No powerpoint. Sadded. *yawns. :/ Tired lahs. Meeting Baby later ? I not sure wor :x
Hahaha ! Bored. Rotting at home, i guess ? Lol ! No school till tuesday. Good ! Thumbs up ^o^ Hehe!

Im hungry. I still haven eat. Lol! Wna go eat soon! Hahaha! Lol.
Im really way so bored can. I wna go out ! Haha. Baby, let's go out! xD
Alright, shall stop here. Im so gna plurk now! Spam my plurk! Haha. Karma up ,please! :D

Teach me how to trust you, completely. i really dont know how to. Its hurting th both of us. you & me.
trusr. bull shit. its really hard. i feel like letting go. but its like, a waste. we're going one year soon. real soon.
but im giving it up so easily ? fcuk. idk what to do man! Tell me, what am i suppose to do !!!
Trust, What is trust exactly ?

Join me on plurk now ! :D

2009-07-02T15:06:00.002+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling ! Im way so bored .
& I did went to school, today. Im such a good girl, aint i ? Hahaha !
Oh ya , join me on plurk ,please @ http://www.plurk.com/HUIXUANloves/invite !
I have been plurking almost all day long ? Haha. I want my karma to goes up !

I went fr dinner with my family lastnight ,then we went to Compass.
Shop for sissy things & my things {: Bought one tops ,& one show ! [: & Back home at ard 9plus :/
LOL ! Online plurk using PSP :x Hahaha ! Lol ! Plurk till ard 11p.m plus ? & i fell asleep :x Haas.
Damn sleepy yesterday, bcoz i have wars with Baby. :x Alright, shall not mention !
Let not happy things gone ,& let happy things stay {:

Nothing happen much in school. Lesson as per normal.
Went green with sissy fr lunch :) & Home sweet home. Haha. Bath & Online.
Plurking still. Its raining so heavily ; probably meeting Baby tmrw ? Imisshim luhs .
He work morning tmrw, probably meet afternoon.
Saturday, he work @ nights ,so meet morning.
Sunday, he off ; but cant meet him ); Im gng celebrate grandma's bday.

Alright, that's all for today. Nothing much to blog about :x
Rmbr join me on plurk ; http://www.plurk.com/HUIXUANloves/invite ! ;D

Unexplainable Feeling .

2009-07-01T14:01:00.002+08:00

Helloh Hello Earthling ,I dint went to school. Not feeling very well.
Think ate th wrong thing lastnight ? :/ Hahaha ! Baby came over to find me ! (L)
Anws, He always come ._. Hahaha ! Alright ,going pack lunch fr sissy, or she's going to complain liao!
Hahaha ! Later nag at me & i guess ,b'fore i go out ; she sure ask me buy bubbletea ! ^^
Kkkay. Byebye ! Respond to my plurk kkay & tag me ! Will update, real soon !
Miss me uh ! Love you ! (L)

Love . What is love all about ? To suffer from pain & everything that hurt ?
I dont know . Im tired. Really, i am ! I cant explain everything in every way i could.
Trust. I lack of trust & confident fr myself . Really, i dont have all this guts in love .
All i could do is cry, shout & do whatever it is to make myself feel more comfortable .
But other than that i dont know what to do ! Im so stress up !
Hais ,to love or to let go ?

Helloh ! Updated !

2009-06-30T11:19:00.002+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling ! Two days, dint blog ler ! Oppsy. Hahaha !
Alright. Dint have th mood to blog, anws. Cant explained th feeling . :/
Have been plurking on plurk.com ! Its quite fun uh :x Lol ! Joined it too ! Hahaha ! Lol!

School has started. Holiday has ended . LOL ! Sadded. Dint have enough fun yet . Stress is coming after me .
I go to work real hard now ! 7th July is alr N'level oral ! What th fcukxz man ! STRESS STRESS STRESS ! Arghh !
I dont like schooling. I dont like studying ! & I dont like examinations ! ARGHHHHH ! :'(
Fcukxz lah . Hmph ! Cant skip school like what i often did ler :/ N'level is few month away only .
& I got alot to catch up ! Hahaha !

So went to school as per normal . BUT queue up at field like idiot. To take temperature & etc.
Hahaha ! Damn funny loh ! I wonder if thy do th same thing everyday ? :x
Rotting at school, yesterday. Chit-chatting & Gossip with Cliques/Sisters . Talking about th same person still. :x
Hahaha ! Damn funny. I still haven go stalk her man ! ._. Hahaha ! Find one day, go stalk her ! Hahaha !
& I think it will be fun . Coz can see how she go xian dar bor ! :/ Hahaha ! & Act cute ,with doll voice :/ LOL!
Probably will go disiao her ,Hahaha ! Go kajiao her :x Hahah ! Lol !
Hahahaha ! I wont lah . I where got so bad . I very kind der ley ! Dont misunderstood me oh ! :D

Alright. After gossiping ,we was talking about alot of things too ! :/ Hahaha !
& after that Mrs Lin go thru th worksheet. No lesson at all . Lol ._. School ends at 12 !
This whole week will be ending @ 12p.m ,i think ? Hahah ! That's great. ^0^
Hmm. After school ,went compass with Sis, Shihua & Pekling . Had lunch there ,& slack @ library.
Borrowed books ,*comics anws. Hahaha ! But still very guai, i know :/
Hmm. After that went home at ard 2 ? Onlined. & Bath. Baby came . & We went to HougangMall.
Went library ,to return th comics i borrowed. & Borrowed another ,again. Saw Jessie. Hahah !
Then was like so shocked. Told Baby was her ,before she saw us ; Baby say not her ._.
See i so clever luh! Baby is so stupid ! ^o^ Hahaha ! If he saw this ,he's so gna kill me ! Lol._.

I want update very very long. Bcoz im bored ! Hahaha ! Im so dumb ! Lol! Hahaha ! Out of topic.
Arcade . & went to green . Home soon . & Baby went home._. Hahah ! Love Baby ,He is handsome yesterday !
I effing swear that yesterday, he was effing handsome ! Idk why also !
For th first time ,i find him VERY handsome okay.
Baby ,be proud of it okay ! Hahaha ! Love you lahs, bodoh !

Home. Bath. & Tv-ed. At ard 9p.m plus ,went back to room. Fell asleep. Darn! Was very tired. :x
Hahahaha! Baby text me ,say i very bad never reply him. Lol. Reply when im sleeping meh ? :x
Hmm. I had a very sweet night lastnight ,though my dreams are like effing scary ! :)
Wake up this morning. Comb my hair ,wear sch u.
While combing my hair, sissy told me she dint want go school. Damn lame can ._.

Hack care her. Continue doing my stuff ! Hahaha ! She's a noob lahs ._.
Oppsy. She's right beside me now ,& she kip scolding me ! :/
Eating pringles now ,so yummy. & Baby say got people online my msn.
Omg !! Th second time alr. Lol! Hack care. Dont want care those hacker ! Loser.
& I think Baby is dealing with th hacker ? Lol ! Whatever.
Alright ,i've logged in to my MSN [: Lol ! Bored lah .

Hmm . shall end here than. im fucking bored. & not in th mood. Lol.
Whatever . Go & plurk now ! [: Karma up ! ^-^

Back to blog.

2009-06-28T12:18:00.003+08:00

[ Edited}

Went out with Cliques, yesterday. Was a great one :)
Wake up at ard 7plus a.m ,meet Baby @ house downstairs at ard 8.30a.m :)
Walked to "Da Zi Ran" to have our breakfast. Packed fr Sis & bro too.
Bus-ed home, though its quite near. But im tired. LOL !
Home soon ,then i realise that aunty dint give me sissy pack ! Roar!
Called mum ,ask her pack fr sissy again . LOL !
Watch BOF with baby & have breakfast with him too! :) Im totally a vegetarian when im with him! :D
Baby want me to be, & so i will ! (L) Sweet right ? Hahaha ! :x But we do quarrel ! ):
Alright. Aftr that watched Cars with Cousin & Baby [:
Bathed. & Went out. Walked to Mall, & bought my bag pack ; daddy give me money to buy ^-^
Daddy is great, isnt it ? (: Hahaha ! Lol ! Kkay. So Baby & i were th first to reach :x
After that follow by Joanna. We were th earliest. ^^ No prize anws. Lol !
Eileen , Marj. ,Amy ,Charmaine & Zx came next ;
Charmaine wear so sexy, but wear a thick jacket to cover ! LOL ,so wasted man ! :x Haas.
Bus 27 to Tampinese ; meet Joey there (: She was alr there !
After that ,all walked on their own ? Lol ! BlahBlahBlah, thn Amy, Marj. & Joey stay at Tam. ;
While Joanna, Eileen, Charmaine, Zx ,Baby & I went VivoCity. :)
Charmaine bought a hamster. I want buy tortoise ! Buy me please ! Hahaha !
Baby did you see it ? buy me pleaseeeeee ~~ :x Hahaha ! I want tortoise ! ^^
Kkay, went arcade . Play, then at ard 7plus p.m went home! Lol!
Home Sweet Home ~ (L)

{ /Edited]

Fcuklah.Myprobwhetheriwantordontwant.Notyouguysprob!
FcukFcukFcuk!
Three Hundred & Seven Days ,Eighty-Five days to go !

Quiz time . ;D

2009-06-26T14:25:00.003+08:00

1. What color is your toothbrush?
Blue color.

2. Name one person who made you smile today?
My Cousin, Tristan.

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Sleeping._.

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Playing my phone games ?

5. What is your favorite candy bar?
Dontknow ?

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
NO !

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
Forgotten :/

8. What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?
Mint ?

9. What was the last thing you had drink?
Chocolate milk.

10. Do you like your wallet?
Yes, Its from Baby.

11. What was the last thing you ate?
Fish soup.

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
No )':

13. The last sporting event you watched?
Forgotten ?

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Dont really like.

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
Baby.

16. Ever go camping?
No. I dont like.

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
No.

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
No, i dont.

19. Do you have a tan?
No ?

20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
Depend._.

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Sometime ?

22. What did your last text message say?
Forgotten. From Baby.

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
OUTING WITH CLIQUES !!!!

24. WHERE IS 24?
How i know ?

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
I see my sissy.

26. What color is your watch?
White.

27. What do you think of when you hear the word Australia?
Pretty ?

28. What is your birthstone?
Idk.

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Idk :/

30. What is your favourite number?
Alot.

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
I forgotten.

32. Any plans today?
No ? Not really.

33. How many states/provinces/countries have you lived in?
Huh ? 1 ?

34. Biggest annoyance right now?
N'lvl.

35. Last song listened to?
Chinese song from my blog.

36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
No ._.

37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
No!

38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
Idk.

39. Are you jealous of anyone?
Not Jealous, Envy.

40. Is anyone jealous of you?
How i know ?

41. Do you love anyone?
Ofcoz.

42. Do any of your friends have children?
Yes.

43. What do you usually do during the day?
Online ? Sleep ? Watch tv ?

44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Yes ? Think so ?

45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Not really.

46. What color is your car?
I dont have a car.

47. Do you like cats?
NO! I hate them.

48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
dont think so ? or maybe ?

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Whats tht?

50. How did you get your worst scars?
Fall down.

Second Quiz :

A is for Amy
1) Do you love this person? Yes.
2) Is this person your enemy? No!
3) Would you hug this person? Erm. No.

B is for Baby !
1) What do you really think of this person? Childish, baka, retard, annoying, irritating & alot alot ,BUT cuteeeeee~~
2) What’s their favourite color? Black, White & Red.
3) Ever danced with them? Not really ,just spin around.

C is for Charmaine
1) What do you think of this person? Retarted.
2) How far does this person live? @ Serangoon ?
3) How old are they? Just become 16 three days ago.

D is for Dorothy
1) How long have you known him/her? Since sec 1
2) Do you like this person? Okok.
3) Do you hate this person? Nope

E is for Eileen
1) Have you met their parents? Yes.
2) Worst thing about this person? Ermm.. petty & straight-forward.
3) Best thing about this person? Kind, caring, loving ? Etc..

F is for -
1) Have you ever dated this person? -
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? -
3) Do you go to school with them? -

G is for -
1) Have you heard this person sing? -
2) What's his/her pet's name? -
3) Will he/she repost this? -

H is for Huimin
1) What grade are they in? Sec 2
2) Is he/she your best friend? No! She my sis.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? Nope.

I is for -
1) What is this persons favourite food? -
2) How did you meet this person? -
3) Do you trust them? -

J is for Joey
1) They have any siblings? Yeah
2) Do you know their favourite song? I dont know :/
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? Hohoho! Idk ? Im not a les.

K is for -
1) How old were you when you first met? -
2) Do you like him/her as a friend? -
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? -

L is for LiHui
1) Is this person older than you? Yes.
2) Is this person single? No ?
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? Forgotten.

M is for Marjorie
1) How old were you when you first met? 15teen.
2) Whats his/her pet's name? Idk :x
3) Ever danced with this person? No. :x

N is for Nicholas
1) How old were you when you first met the person? Huh! I forgotten :x 14teen ?
2) Do you like this person? Yes as a brother.
3) What would you do if you had never met this person? Erm i don't know?

O is for -
1) Are you related? -
2) Could you live with this person? -
3) What school do they go to? -

P is for -
1) Have you been to the mall with this person? -
2) How about a sleepover with them? -
3) Does this person have a job? -

Q is for Qinyin
1) When is this person's birthday? HUH ! Idk :x
2) Have you taken a bus with them? DOnt think so ?
3) How old is he/she? 15teen.

R is for -
1) Have you heard this person sing? -
2) Will she/he repost this? -
3) When does this person look best? -.

S is for Sani
1) Is this person taller than you? No.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? Yea.
3) Is this person your friend? Yea.

T is for Takeshi
1) What grade is this person in? Erm.. no idea :x
2) Would you hug this person? Idk ?
3) Do they live close to you? Think so?

U is for -
1) When did you first meet this person? -
2) How old are they? -
3) How did you meet this person?-

V is for -
1) Would you do anything for him/her? -
2) Do you consider them a friend? -
3) Have you met any of his/her family? -

W is for Weizhuang
1) Is this person loud or quiet? idk?
2) Have you seen this person dance? no.
3) What colour eyes does this person have? black, i think ?

X is for Xinyi
1) When was the last time you saw this person? Idk.
2) Do you like this person? Yeah
3) How long have you known this person? 2-3 yrs ?

Y is for-
1) How old were you when you first met this person? -
2) What do you think of this person? -
3) Have you heard this person sing? -

Z is for Zhihao
1) Does this person have MSN? Yes.
2) What is their favourite sport? idk.
3) When did you last see this person? idk ?

Third Quiz :

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions.
After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.

1. Baby.
2. Charmaine.
3. Eileen.
4. Marjorie.
5. Joey.
6. Joyce.
7. Huimin.
8. Shihua.
9. Weizhuang.
10. Amy.
11. JoannaG.
12. Eddie.
13. Takeshi.
14. Lihui.
15. Qinyin.
16. Seri.
17. Sihui.
18. Xinyi.
19. Jasmine.
20. Jessie.
21. TseJun.

How did you meet 7 (HUIMIN) ?
- Ever since she's born ._.

What would you do if you had never met 15? Qinyin
- Hmm, dontknow ? :x

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? Jessie & Baby
- Hmm . Kill them ? hahah ! Lol, thy wont lah . Both attached! ;D

Have you ever seen 17 cry? SiHui
- dont think so.

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? Marjorie & Seri
- Do thy even know one another ?

Do you want to be 13's friend forever? Takeshi
- Sure, why not ? :D

Do you think 11 is attractive? JoannaG.
- Hmm. Yes, (:

What’s 5’s favorite color? Joey
- omg! Idk! ):

When was the last time you talked to 9? Weizhuang
- Long long long long long long long long long long long long time ago.

What language does 8 speak? Shihua
- Chinese (: Or probably alien language :x

Who is 13 going out with? Takeshi.
- His girlfr [:

What grade is 16 in? Seri
- Sec4

Would you ever date 17? Sihui
- No :x Bcoz im not a les ! Hahaha ! {:

Where does 18 live? Xinyi
- somewhere in hougang ?

What is the best thing about 4? Marjorie
- Eh. She love me :D

What would you like to tell 10 right now? Amy
- Imissyou !

What is the best thing about 20? Jessie.
- Eh. Friendly . :D

Have you ever kissed 2? Charmaine.
- Hmm. Never ,can try ? :x haha!

What’s the best memory you have of 5? Joey
- Erm ! Let me think..

When’s the next time you’re going to see 4? Marjorie
- TOMORROW !!! xD

How is 7 different from 6? Huimin & Joyce
- One short & One tall! Hahaha! :/

Is 2 pretty? Charmaine
- Yes, But cutter ! ^-^

What is your first impression of 15? Qinyin
- Attitude :x

How did you meet 3? Eileen
- During Sec3. :)

Is 15 your best friend? Qinyin
- So-so :)

Do you hate 12? Eddie
- No of coz.

Have you seen 18 in the last month? Xinyi
- no.

When was the last time you saw 16? Seri
- Last month.

Have you been to 5’s house? Joey
- No ):

When’s the next time you’ll see 10? Amy
- Tomorrow ! :D

Are you close to 11? JoannaG
- Not really :x

Have you been to the movies with 4? Marjorie
- Nope ):

Have you gotten in trouble with 8? Shihua
- Yes ?

Would you give 19 a hug? Jasmine
- Maybe ?

When have you lied to 3? Eileen
- No ?

Is 11 good at socializing? JoannaG
- So-so ?

Do you know a secret about 8? Shihua
- Yes ? or no ?

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18. Eddie & Xinyi
- Strangers.

What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9? Weizhuang
- dk?

What’s the worst thing about 6? Joyce
- Taller than me.

Have you ever had a crush on 12? Eddie
- No ! Hahah! He's my brother ! :D

How long have you known 2? Charmaine
- 1yr plus :D

Have you ever been in a fight with 13? Takeshi
- Somehow, not lah.

Does 11 have a bf/gf? JoannaG
- Dontknow ?

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? Baby
- For that sake, yeah :x

Has 21 met your mother? TseJun
- Nope.

How did you meet 11? JoannaG
- 2A1'07

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? Eileen
- Dont think so.

Do you live close to 7? Huimin
- Yes. she's my sis.

What's 8's favourite food? Shihua
- Food. :/

What kind of car does 1 have? Baby
- Toy car ! Hahaha! :x

Have you travelled anywhere with 9? Weizhuang
- No :x

If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on? Lihui
- How i know ! Hahah! :/

Happy Tenth Monthsary ♥ (:

2009-06-25T23:59:00.003+08:00

Online. Blog. Chat with Shihua. Omg. Im damn bored can ! No one talk to me.
Not much people online ._. Waiting for my dumbo Baby to come ! ^-^
Today is our tenth monthsary. wah seh, so fast man ! Haha ! 304days liao!
Hmm . Im kind of sleepy :x Lol ! Bored lah. Still got more than an hour ,Baby than come ._.
Alright shall stop here than. Update if anything happen [:

{ /Edited ]

Helloh-Helloh Earthling. Im back ! :D
After i offline . I went to took a nap. & ard 4p.m ,Baby came.
& Thanks him for buying bubbletea for me ,Hahaha! Love him lah . [:
Wakeup. & chit-chat with him. Suddenly he hug me very tightly. I thought he crazy :/
Then later i saw him crying so badly. I dont even know why, he told me bcoz he want to. Lol!
Kkay. so he went crying & i pamper him ! Lol? ._. Alright, so after that i went to bath & he play PSP.
Waited for my mum to come back. Went out at ard almost 6.30pm._. Lol.
& then bus 74 to AMK Hub. Movied. Threads Of Destiny ? Wanted to catch Transformer. But full house.
After th show was alr 9p.m plus . :x Took Bus88 home. No cup noodle ): Hahaha.
& Home sweet home. Dinner. & Tv-ed.

[Edited /}

Time For Blog.

2009-06-24T22:14:00.001+08:00

Helloh Helloh ! Sorry for not updating, though i did online ._.
I was busy helping my sister with her project thing .

23rd June 2009 ,Tuesday.
Slept @ ard 5a.m plus with Sissy listening to music. Wake up @ ard 9a.m.
Baby is sleeping like log in my room ,on my bed! :/
Slept so late & wake up so early. WhatThFcuk-.-
Baby sleep awhile more & i went disturbing him ! Hahah ! Lol !
& i went to bath. He was standing outside my bathroom ,watching my sissy playing comp games.
Bcoz before i went to bath, i text him something ._. Secret :x Hahaha ! Lol.
After i came out from bathroom ,he kip follow me to whenever i go :/ Lol!
Prepared. & went out . Walked to find mummy first & to bus stop ._.
Waited for bus to came . To see where to go . Hahaha ! ^-^
Bus161 came first ,so went to causeway point . Went walking around ,& went arcade.
Daytona with Baby. I win ! Hahaha ! ^-^v (me) ^-^L (baby) ; Baby should know what i mean ^^
Bus back to Hougang @ ard 7p.m plus ? Lol ! Went to Mall. BlahBlahBlah._.
& Walked home. Baby talk alot today, Though im not really into th topic ; But i like it.
When we were walking home. Baby & I was sweet ,we were playing on th way home ^-^ Hahaha!
& Baby went up to my house, to take disc & he went home.

24th June 2009 ,Wednesday.
Was at home th whole day till evening ._. Help my sister with her project thingy.
& Went to Grandma house. Dinner there. & home soon; help my sis with project thingy still.
Ard 10p.m plus offline & went to sleep. :/ Fell asleep at ard 11p.m almost 12a.m !
Text Baby ,& went to sleep. Lol ! Nothing much. Bored .

~~idk what wrong with myself. i find that my feeling for you seems so complicated.~~
~~idk how to explain. somehow feeling lost ? lost its way ? Alright, i know it sound so wrong.~~
~~but, idk. i feel that im sort of confused ,& had a complicated feeling when im with you. why is it so ? idk either.~~
~~ive to find th correct feeling back. i have to & i need to. I know i do love you, but .. th feeling somehow make me wonder if i love you.~~
~~Baby, im sorry that i said things that hurt you recently or even do things that hurt you. Im really sorry.~~
Give me sometime ,alright .

Tags Replied :

24th Jun 2009, 12:03
charmaine: nono i no lil girl only lil boy liao
} R.E : Lol! Still lil girl lah! Haha! ^-^

23rd Jun 2009, 22:26
the bro-in-law shouta: ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LIL GAL
} R.E : --

23rd Jun 2009, 22:26
the bro-in-law shouta: haha soon i will call u lil gal again haha!!!
} R.E : Haha ! She's always lil girl what ._. Hahah!

23rd Jun 2009, 19:56
charmaine: Thankyou ! Thankyou ! . Den bro in law no need call me lil girl liao call zx lil boy. . You two last long too ! TWO MORE DAYS !
} R.E : Hahaha! No still lil girl & boy. Lol! & Yea, you too! :D

23rd Jun 2009, 17:19
Marjorie: I never see HX for very long alr sia. Wonder if she misses me Imy alot alot alot. Why nv go out
} R.E : I never see you fr very long too! Imy alot alot. Going out on saturday! See you soon! ^-^

22nd Jun 2009, 20:50
charmaine: i wna sing in your tagboard. ;D lalalala~
} R.E : Thn i will ban you ! Hahah ! ^-^

22nd Jun 2009, 17:43
Seri: ah xuan , relink me kaykay ! thanks ! :D
} R.E : Seri, relink alrdy. ^-^

22nd Jun 2009, 15:57
audrey: hey mumsy! last longgg! see yah soommz!
} R.E : hey daugher! Thanyou. Yea, see you soon too ^-^

22nd Jun 2009, 14:20
S.Shihua!: HOHO. tyvm! :D
} R.E : You're welcome. Who ask you noob. so help you loh. ^-^

22nd Jun 2009, 13:28
S.Shihua!: HELLO :D
} R.E : Helloh Noob ! ^-^

22nd Jun 2009, 12:54
Weiting: Oh hello. Of course I remember you. Alright
} R.E : Hahah ! Glad that you rmbr. :)

21st Jun 2009, 21:37
jasmine: Hellos(: TagTag must tag me back okay(: heehee:D
} R.E : Helloh ,Tag you alrdy. :)

21st Jun 2009, 20:05
RENIE: HELLO . TAGGEEEEEDDD !
} R.E : Helloh. Thanks fr th tag. :)

Happy Birthday, Charmaine Lee Ying Lei (L) !

2009-06-23T12:56:00.002+08:00

Happy Sixteen Birthday, Charmaine Lee Ying Lei (L) !
Hey Sister, Happy Bday. Hoho, 16 liao wor. Able to watch NC16 Movie(s) liao ! Haa.

It been one year plus since we know one another, yet we're close like fcuk! (L)
Sometime people still thought we know for very long ! Haha ! Funny seh.

No conflicts & only laughters ! Up & down together ,forever right ?

Thanks fr being at my side when i needed someone accompanied. (L)
You never fail to cheer me up, never fail to make me laugh so happily & smile so widely.

Though sometime talk to you will vomit blood. But still ,i love you tons ! (L)

Now, have boyfr. liao ; Muz lastlong okay. & Stay sweet.

Any problem can come to me, talk to me ; I'll accompany you ,cheer you up like how you always do to me! {:

In my whole life , i never had such a great friend like you & Eileen !

Th both of you are th love of my life ! Th best friends in my whole lifetime !

No matter what happen ,this friendship/sistership will always be th one i treasure th most ! (L)

Smile always & I love you forever ! Happy Birthday, once again !

Extend Of Holidays ! :D

2009-06-22T12:26:00.003+08:00

Want to extend your school holiday ?
Please vote here ! Ask your friend to vote too!
What are you waiting for now ? Vote now ! Quick :D

Alright. Updated. Shall update more detail ,when anything interesting happen {:
Tag me okay. :D Love you guys {:

[Edited/}

Helloh. Back. Im so sleepy & tired. Kkay.
Went to bath after i offline ,& went out. Bus27 to Tampinese. {:
Walked around Tampinese1 & mall. Lol! Bus back to Hougang @ ard 6p.m.
& Walked to "Da Zi Ran" to have dinner with Baby. Vegetarian stuff. {:
I promised Baby to accompany him eat vegetarian till 25th august. If i could make it ,he'll reward me {:
See Baby is so great ; & so do i :/ Hahaha ! Lol.
Kkay, After dinner. Im really super not feeling well on th way home. {:
Lucky, Baby was there ! Home, Baby came up too ~ Wah ,so like one family._. Hahaha !
So, i went to bath ; & tv-ed for awhile . Went to Econ with Baby, & sent him to take Bus27 for work.
& Home after that. Tv-ed till morning ,around 5a.m with Sister & Brother. :/
Slept @ ard 5a.m plus with Sissy listening to music. {:
Wake up @ ard 9a.m. See th time & thn realise Baby should have reach alrdy.
Thn faster wakeup like a blur sotong with messy hair ;& saw Baby watching ShinChan._.
& Now 12.48p.m , 23rd June ; Baby is sleeping like log in my room ,on my bed! :/
Im about to fall asleep too! Hahah ! Lol ! Slept so late & wake up so early. WhatThFcuk-.-
Let Baby sleep awhile more & i'll go disturb him ! Hahah ! Lol ! & i'll go bath & go shop shop with him! {:

Time will prove everything, Baby.
Time has prove everything, especially your love to me.
Time has prove me right, to stay on.
No more hurtful stuff like past, anymore. Alright ?

Baby , iloveyou.

Three Hundred & Two Days Together, & Sixty-Three more days. (L)

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{♥} HAPPY FATHER's DAY !

2009-06-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling ! Im not feeling well, so i should just make it a short post than.
Sorry uh ! Will update more when im feeling much better.
Idk if i'll get to meet Baby tday, Bcoz im not feeling well & he's having some religion thing.
So dont think will get to meet up bahs ? Haha. Will meet up tmrw ,probably ?
Shall end here than. Im going to take a nap. Headache uh. )':

Tags Replies :

charmaine: , im okay. Thanks for your concern. XieXie
} R.E : Hahah ! You're welcome. That what are friends for isnt it ? :D

Joey.O: wahhh!! you and your boyfr very de sweeeeeeet please. *ENVYYYY* hahah!! LAST LONG UH. OHYA! meet up soon you asss!!! me love you very the much !
}R.E : Haha. Where got ? Donthave lah. Thankyou. & YES !! Meet up soon please ! Grhh. Love you muchy too :D

-Qianhui: Aiyoh , sweet lah :D
}R.E : Hahah ! No loh ! :/

EILEEN!: that annie wan and sam wan de. quite funny(: so tomorrow is your 300th days[should be] you will be going out right?
}R.E : Oh i see . Haa. Not going out i think ?

Baby ,Happy 300th Days tgt.
Another 65 more days will be our One year loh ! Cheerios.
I hope we could last till th very end of our life. Love you to th max lah .
*sorry im nt feeling well, cant blog dedication fr you. so i own you one! :D
Love you tons !

[Edited]
Happy Father's Day to all Father in the world & so do my beloved Daddy {:
I dint know it was father's day in th first place :/ Till my friend text me Happy Father's Day._. Crazy him!
Haha! Kkay. After i offline & went to bath ,I felt much more better. {:
& I went to find my mummy at ard 3p.m plus ; wait for her to off from work @ 6p.m .
Waited alone._. Thinkning about alot of things. ): Hais. Went to green bought cakes fr Daddy {:
See i so good ! xD Hahah! Love you Daddy.

Trust me ,everything will not be like th same anymore.
Everything has change. Never ever will be th same anymore.
I cried, once again for you ): When could i stop crying for you ?

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Im sleepy lah ._.

2009-06-20T20:40:00.006+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling ! I'd changed my blogskins. Hahah !
But somehow not th idea one right yet ; Will find more skin to edit to my idea one when i've th time.
Kkay, Im kind of sleepy so i will just cut it short uh :/ Hahah.

Slept at ard dontknow what time. But i know its real late.
Having some conflicts with Baby, Not my fault ; It was his . Bcoz he broke his promises.
Thn wakeup real early loh! Wakeup at ard 7a.m plus.
Called Baby/ Baby called ask me accompany him to see doctor.
Quickly get up, bath & prepared to go out . Took Bus27 to Compass & Changed to Bus965.
Bused to Yishun there find Baby._. Walked to Yishun Polyclinic to find my Baby._.
He wasnt sick. But bodyache. Poor Baby. ): Kkay. Thn went to have breakfast.
He went home changed ,while i shop @ Shop & Save to buy things. :)
Bus965 to Compass. & Conflict started. ): Bus161 to Mall. Was alright alrdy. But Baby pissed me off again.
Conflict for very long. He's really bad i swear. Shall not elaborate more.
Went to find my mum alone. Bcoz he'd went home for some religion class. & Home.

Kkay. This is for my honey sweetie Baby :
I know im not understanding. I know it all along this love.
Its not i dont want to be. But its really hard. I've my hard times too.
You think its easy. Im still trying my very best.
If not we would have quarrel for more than 3days for a small things. But nw ?
Not even one day. Just abt half day. I know you changed alot.
But there's still more to go. & so do i. But, time is everything we need.
We've used 299days to prove tht this love cn be kip going.
& I know problem lies with me. That im not understanding most of th time.
Causes you alot of hurt & pain. But so do i. Im sad & hurt too.
But i've tried my best to give you my very best.
But sometime my mind or rather my emotional cant be controlled ;
sometime you just have to let me do what i do. Like today.
Th more you asked me dont ,asked me do. Th most i dont wna listen. ):
Though i dint say, But i just wna spend every moment with you fully.
Not like walking without any plan. I do need to try out something new isnt it ?
Dont you want too ? ):
People say we're sweet, but i know still got long way to go ;
to be even sweeter than now.
I know we can make it. But bcoz of either you or me, we cant. )':
299days, isnt that easy to make thru. & i really wanted to last ;
but somehow it seems difficult. You're a great boyfr. after our fifth month.
You really changed & i cn see it . & You might be a idea boyfr.
or rather some woman passes us wants ;
& Some people might even jealous me ;
"why this woman so ugly or etc, still got boyfr. ?" & Etc.
But, still you dint give up on me.
Im greatful, that you loved me more than every of your ex.
Or rather treat me 100times better than all your ex-girlfrs. !
But i juz dont seems to cherish you is what you think right ? Know why ?
Bcoz im worried of falling down again. I've fallen twice ,i've to take pre-caution. :/
So i try my best to not treat you very very very good.
Bcoz i dont wna fall agn.
But ever since few days or wks ,
i've th intention of treating you how good you treated me.
Yet, im still kind of worried. & get crazy over lil things. Bt im really trying ):
Hais, Baby I apologised for tday too.
Sorry Darling. ); Forgive me yea ?
I will be more understanding, kkay. Give me time.
Iloveyou, alright.

Few more hour to our 300th Days together ,

Where will we go tmrw ? )':

Sleepy or tired ? )x

2009-06-19T16:43:00.003+08:00

Helloh Helloh People ! Im here to update a short post.
Not in th mood to blog. & Nothing much to blog about too :/ Hahaha .
Before i get started, I shall tell you guys one joke ? Here it is :

Caller : Hello, Can i speak to Annie Wan (anyone).
Operator : Yes, You canspeak to me.
Caller : No, I want speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!
Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this ?
Caller : Im Sam Wan (someone) & I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone). Its urgent.
Operator : I know you're someone & want to talk to anyone bt what's this urgent matter about ?
Caller : Well.. Just tell my sister Annie Wan(anyone) that our brother Noel wan (no one) is being sent to hospital right now, Avery wan(everyone) is on th way to th hospital.
Operator : Look. If no one was injured & no one was sent to Hospital, thn th accident is nt a urgent matter! You may find this hailarious bt I dont have th time for this !
Caller : You are so rude Who are you ?
Operator : Im Saw Lee (sorry).
Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name !

Hahaha ! Okay, kind of stupid. That was a text from my brother.
Dint meet Baby tday. He's out with his brothers to Kbox . If he with Zharbor ,he die ! Hahaha!
Nothing to do @ home ,online & online ? {x Lol !
Bored. Relative coming over later. Siian ! Lol ! Kkay. End here . :D

*Hope that Baby is coming over later, to find me ):
90% wont come . 10% will come ! I'd alrdy know th answer . )':

Happy Third Month To Charmaine & Zhixian !

2009-06-18T11:34:00.004+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling ! :D
Im going out with Cliques later on ,so gna make it a short one.
Will update more ,after i came home, alright!

Yesterday, went to vivo city with Baby.
Watched Hannah Montana ,& buy a cake. Trained back to Hougang.
Went mall walked fr ahile & walked home. Baby sent me home.
& he went home. {:

Kkay, shall go to bath now :/ Hahah ! Or im going to be late.
See ya ! :D

[Edited]
Helloh Helloh Im back from outside. {:
Had lots of fun. Miss my BFF(s) so much man ! Hahaha !
Kkay. So, after i offline. I went to bath & Baby came after awhile.
Thn prepare, & off we go. Took BUS27 to BuangKok. Trained down to Serangoon. Meet Charmaine & Zhixian.
Reached. & We were waiting fr Eileen . She's late. But its okay luh xD
Took photos of Charmaine & Zhixian. Took photos with Baby too (L)
Eileen text me that she was on th train alrdy, so we were about to hop on to th train ;
But we dint see her. So, we dint get into th train. I called her, & she say she was at th other end ! God damn!
Hahah ! Thn th train gone ~ Lol ! So we took another one instead & meet her @ PlazaSing.
Meet her & trained down to Somerset. Walked to Cineleisure. & Baby bought me Baby Piglet! Love him tons!
& Eileen say Baby is so on! :/ Hahah ! {: Bought tickets fr Dance Subaru*.
Went in fr that show. Nice ,know a lil bit of th story ? Hahaha. Love it ! (L)
After show walked back to PlazaSing. Chit chat with BFFs & Baby. Lol ! Reached PlazaSing.
Went PizzaHut to celebrate Zhixian's bday. Had fun when eating ,Chit-chatting . :/
Thn went toilet with BFFs ,fake one lah. Wanted to buy Zhixian's bday cake. One small cheese cake.
Haa. Charmaine & Him shared. Thy're so cute man . Dontknow why also.
After that, went arcade. Play. & Home tgt . Trained back to Buangkok, walked home with Baby.
While BFFs & Zhixian trained back to hougang.
& Home Sweet home ! :D

Pictures :

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Two Hundred & Ninety-Five Days Of Love.

2009-06-16T13:11:00.009+08:00

Bonjour !
Hahaha ! Kkay, im kind of sleepy. Kna wakeup by some worker outside.
Firstly, Sorry to Emily for tht sentence. I dint know she used it.
Secondly, Lets blog about yesterday, than .

Alright. Baby came over yesterday, as said in th previous post.
While im using th comp., He's disturbing me blogging. So offline ,get to bath & out we go.
Trained down to DobyGaught. Went PlazaSing. & Walked to Grand Cathay. {:
Movie-ed. Ghost Of Girlfr. Past. Rate : 4/5

Not a bad show. But a lil RA ? :/ Haa. Lol ! I dint know, but overall is quite okay lahs.
Walked ard, before show starts. Thn back to theater ,chit-chat. :D
& Baby say on our Tenth month, lets watch Transformer ? Haha ! He say so romantic ! Slap him luh!
After movie, Back to PlazaSing . & On th way, talking . & He say lets find one day sit at th road side & eat cup noodle.
Again, he said its romantic ! Roar~ He's crazy ! Hahaha !
PlazaSing walked ard, Baby promised to buy me either Baby Eeyore / Piglet.
Went to Action City. Found it. But decided to take a look somewhere else first.
& Came to this shop, found it. So decided to buy. Bcoz veryyyyyyyy cute ^^
But, th shop owner say, why not buy th big one more worth it {:
Coz th one we buying not very small, but nt very big cost $18.90.
& Th big one ,not very big ; cost $29.90. Which Baby think is worth it & cheaper, coz original price is $39.90.
So bought th big one . Baby say its for our belated ninth month & 300th day gift :D
This is th one :D

After that ,bought & im hugging to it ,instead of taking it with a plastic bag.
People were like looking, as in we like very childish ? Haa. Who care.
Only me & baby world, & no one is in ! Hohoho ! Love Baby, & Thanks Baby fr it :D
Trained back to Hougang. Went HougangMall fr dinner. & Chit-chat while eating :D
Walked home . I love walking home with Baby, its just feel so kind of sweet . {:
& Home Sweet Home. Baby said he wanted to sent me to my door ; instead of i accompany him wait fr bus.
Hahah. See my darling is so sweet leys :/ Love you lahs, bodoh ! (L)
Oh ,& I wonder how Baby is going to celebrate our Tenth Month . :/

Kkay. Picture taken . Enjoyed & Tag me please {:

} Two Hundred & Ninety-Five Days Of Love.

Nine more day, Tenth Month (L)

After days of quarrel.

It make me realise i needed my baby so much, & i cnt live wothout him.

I sounded so harsh that day, well he sounded harsh too :/

But, i promised baby not to do it again . & so did he .

I know & I believe we cn last till th eternity. (L)

He is so gna going to marry me ! Hohoho ! ^^

Speechless ,Nothing on my mind.

2009-06-15T12:27:00.003+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling . :D Very good afternoon ! {:
Haa. Looking back, i notice all my post seems to be a lil emo ?
Haa. Dontknow why either :x But im alright ,dont worry.

Had been watching this show : Love Or Bread .

Hmm . Not a bad show :/ Haa.
Quite funny . Thy got alot of expression ,& slow movement :/ Haa.
Thumbs up ! ^^

Hmm. Lastwk wasnt a great one. Lots of conflicts with Baby. ):
Kkay. Not my fault, entirely. :/ (*Baby is irritating. disturb me while bloggin. slap him!)
This wk cry alot man ! All his fault luh ! )':
He say :" All my tears can fill th pond !"
He's always like that uh ,People down there sad sad ,He so happy laughing ! x.x
But, i think we're alright now ? Hope so ! :)

Wakeup kind of late, so dint went fr Maths lesson :/ Oppsy .
Lastnight slept very late :/@ Ard almost 1a.m . Was talking & playing with sissy. :)
Haa. She very lame loh . Haa . Hmm. Need to bath soon ,going out with Baby.
Bcoz he is very irritating sitting beside me :/ HAHAHA !

I want go wild wild wet lahs ! *so random !

Im always th same huixuan . {:

2009-06-13T13:36:00.004+08:00

Everything Is Without A Explaination .
Love Make Me Blind, & Love Make Me Emotional. All Is About Love.

Helloh-Helloh. Great afternoon. Weather not that bad. Its rainy day, hahaha. Cooling enough.
Baby is out with his mum later, to ~~get a new phone.~~ upgrade his phone line.

So dint meet him. Dont have th mood to get out of my house either. :/
Baby still working . Had been texting Zhixian - my brother-in-law. Charmaine asked me to talk to him._.
Anws. Not much to talk to him. Trying to find topic uh. Haa. Lol.
Im sort of bored. Going to rent some show to kill my boredom. or maybe shall get back to my dreamland ?
Talk to Baby lastnight . He say, He's gna be th last man that hold on th my hand . (blushblush)
He's sweet isnt it ? :/ Haa. Lol. Yea, no one will know what will happen in th future.
So, Me & Him shall just walk hand in hand till we cn xD
Kkay. I shall stop here. Update if anything interesting thing happen. :)

I still got to move to further. Im so tired. Way so tired.
Friends, dont worry i'll be alright. :')
Update my private blog, than..

Two Hundred & Ninety-Two Days, Eight More Days to Three Hundred Day (L)

& Twelve more days to Tenth month.

Time has passes so fast, so fast. How long more cn we go ?

Back to Blog :D

2009-06-12T17:08:00.005+08:00

Kkay. Its been some days, Since i blog . :x Oppsy. Haa.
Been busy outside with Baby :) Hohoho ! Love him tons luh . xD
Let me re-cap where we go & what we do alright :) I cant really rmbr.
I think i spent 10th june & 11th june with him ? Lolx . Haa.

Yesterday, He came right over to my house after his work. :) See how im so precious to him :x
Hehex. I know i very dont want face. But im he's precious, you know . :x So dont ever think you cn snatch him away.
Bcoz he is mine :D Hahaha ! Thn we watch tv tgt till noon. He went to my room & sleep.
While i go bath . :) Hah. He's tired, coz previous day he was on night shift.
After i bath, went back room to pack my things. & he snore :/ Really tired of him :/
I was beside him, & i look at him sleeping :x HAHAHA! So cute of him when he's asleep. :x
Took photo of him ,oppsy. Haa. Lol! Thn i think he was dreaming ? Coz he dream talk :/
HAHAHA ! BlahBlahBlah, dontknow what he is talking :x Only heard one sentence :"dont bully my wifey."
Haa. But i told him, he dream talk saying he love another girl :x HAHAHA ! Lol !
He wakeup. & thn we went HougangMall fr lunch @ Mac ._.
& Back to arcade to play. We almost spend our time there now . :/ Haa. Lol!
After that was about 4p.m plus ? Went to CausewayPoint than. Went to action city to buy Baby Tigger.
Hohoho. I still got Baby Eeyore & Baby Piglet. :/ Baby ,Buy me all, please :D
I know you very good der. Haa. Always get me what i want :x Haa. Love Baby luhs .
Or is there any kind soul want buy me ? Haa. :x Dont care abt th sizes ,But MUST BE CUTEEEEEEEEE ~
After that, went arcade again . :/ Lol. Home Sweet Home at ard 7plus :D

Our new baby, Tigger aka XiaoHu. xD
& Baby is so gna kill me ,If he see this picture. Haa.

My Honey Sweetie Baby is great boyfr. He spend almost all his free time with me.
Still i find it not enough ? Lol. Sometime still find stupid thing to quarrel with him. ):
Changed my url, to th almost same as my Honey Sweetie Baby ! :D
Mine is crazyover-him ,He's is crazyover-her. Haa. Our blogskin is almost th same too . :/ Haa.
I changed der. I still got alot of url man . :x But currently, this sounds great to me :x Lol.
& I've to trouble you guys to relink me ,Sorry. I tagged so many people, till im tired. Dontwant tag liao.

kkay, i just feel so sorry about this two days.
My attitude to my Honey Sweetie Baby is way so wrong ! Honey Sweetie Baby, Forgive me kkay :)
I know you would right ? Kisses for you, kkay ?
Im just way so bad ,& attitude this two days when i met him . :( Forgive me ,Dearie.
I know im wrong . I will make it up, kkay. Love you alright.
Thanks fr protecting ,love, care, pamper, endure me . & to give me whatever i want .
Thankyou. Miss call me tnight, if you online & see this post ,kkay :)
I will call you back . I know you've been calling me ,Later you bill goes wild ~~ Lol !

Love is just what all about .

2009-06-09T13:45:00.004+08:00

Helloh-Helloh Earthling . Im kind of a lil down .
But dont worry, Im alright. Hahaha ! Just love causes me to be a lil down.
Hmm. Im alright. Im alright . Im perfectly alright. Haa. Who will believe ? xD
kkay. Whatever . Do visit this website : http://kawaiikingdom.com.sg/welcome/ ,kkay ?
I'll be back, when anything interesting thing happen [:

Love is to love or not to. I choose to love. But in return what did i get back ?
Hate. Lies. Betray. But still, I choose to trust you & to continue loving you .
Over & over again . No matter how much you did to hurt me, i still forgive & went back to you.
Giving you lots of chances . To love you for as long as i could .
Past is th past. Im letting go th past, real hard. Im trying. But ,in your eyes you could only see im not.
When i did so much, & try so hard. You dont believe i'd done my best to let go.
Let me tell you. I'd alrdy let go, since sometime . Is just that you dont believe. What can i do ?
One last shot . Just one last shot on this love . Now, is either you give up on me or i give up on you.
No more lies. & no more hurtful stuff . Remember & do what you promised. Dont betray my trust.

To last a love is difficult, when there is no trust . & When im living in th past.
But now . I turst you. Im looking forward to everyday. Not looking back to th past.
Cherish me . Dont treat me like a shit . If you ever did ,then dont blame me !
For my whole lifetime ,i'd never experience so much in a relationship.
But you ,cause my life to be in ups & downs, full of emotional & complicated.
& that make me grow . Though some people out there dotn believe i did grow ,But i cn realise it myself.
No one understand myself better. So, dont judge me ,when you dont even know yourself.
Yes, Im just a sixteen year old teen. But i know th consequence well enough ,& i know what to do.
Though ,sometime im a bit lost . & dumb . But i know myself well, what im doing .

& As for my relationship. There's tend to be changes . & this changes are good ,not bad.
I know he once did things that make me hurt like mad ,But he has make his effort to repay me .
To love me even more . I can see & feel th love he gave me now, & in th past.
Its much more stronger than th past . Th love he gave is getting even deeper.
We've been tgt fr two hundred & eighty-eight days, is real long . About to one year.
We overcome lots of obstacles to be tgt till now. Bt, somehow my mind thinking will causes th distance between us.
So, I'll do what it takes to give us a better future. To make this love last as long as it could. [:

Will a relationship last forever ?

2009-06-08T14:09:00.012+08:00

Will a relationship last forever ?

Well depends on the situation and how much love + effort is being put into the relationship for it to last.
When love turns into million of questions and none was answered in the most appropriate way.
The common three words "I love you" was said so easily but actions were not taken.
Nowadays, you'll notice that usually there's always a third party behind the reasons of a break-up ;
or they're just sick and tired of holding on.
To be honest, no one will ever lose in loving as they will only lose in holding it back.
Chances can be given but don't let it be taken for granted as you'll get hurt in the process.
Would you rather keep your memories intact or to shatter it by holding the person back?
As the common saying of a relationship is that you've gotta have trust, understanding ;
and to compromise situation in the most appropriate manner.
The best is not to have a very high expectation of a person.
We should always love them for who they are and never to change what you want them to be;
because once you've changed them, the feeling of why you fell in love with that person would just simply fade away.
Love is just a game, a game where they will always be a loser and never a winner.

Sadness will occur whenever the person whom you loved most departs from your world;
darkness will fall into place and heart will be shattered into a million pieces.
But why should we brood over spilled milk?
Why should we hold on to the past when there's a brighter future ahead of us,
awaiting for us to step in and move on with or without them.
It may be hard but we gonna try our best to move step by step ;
instead of rushing to run away from what we fear of.

Face what you fear, never to run away.
Dictate what you think is right and do what you preach in life.
Though it is easy to be said and hard to be done,
telling people about it can be really soothing to the heart ;
but can we do it on our own? Can we actually do what we preach?

Have you ever felt that the person you love was hiding something away from you?
Like having to notice that he has another woman's perfume scent on him ;
or to notice that she/he has been texting another guy/girl ?
Or even maybe having to find him/her lying in bed with your best friend;
it is a torment towards the heart and the mind would go ballistic,
causing the person to go into deep depression.
Let's help one another to overcome such fear and facts.
Be strong and let them know you'll never break down for them.
Show them your independence, by braving through all tidal waves and storms.

Blessings are given to all lovers and for singles, I hope you'll find your true love one day (:
Don't be desperate in finding love, let love find you instead.

Hmm . I dont know what to say to him .
I dont know if i should just trust him again . I dont know if i should just let th past go.
Im feeling so kind of complicated. I dont know what to do.
Like what sissy say, :"It seems to be a waste if i just end it now."
Its not like i dont know what he onced done . Though its still feel pain when i look back.
But ,Im trying real hard to let go th past alrdy.
But I just cant let go th past. I'd really try very hard. What more can i do ?
I've done all my part in this love. To forgive & forget ,is th biggest thing that i'd done .
To forgive him fr timing me once/twice ? To forget he once did that.
Is really difficult. Which girl cn forgive & forget when her boyfr. time her ?
I think is wasnt a easy task. & Neither would some girl forgive & forget.
Hais. Speechless. Dont know what to do. )':

} Family Outing @ Sakura.

2009-06-07T13:51:00.003+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling . I re-edited this post. :D
Haa. Dont want leave anything bad in my blog (:
I had so much fun ,with my family [:

Baby dint came over. Bcoz im out to dinner we family :D
We went out @ ard 6p.m to fetch Mama.
& Papa drove us to YioChuKang Stadium there to have dinner. Dinner @ Sakura. {:
HOHOHO ! Quite lot of choicesof food. Lots of people too. Lucky we made reservation.
Had dory fish, salmon, chicken chop & sotong. Hahaha ! Nicey Nicey :D
Mama say th Sotong is too chewy. So she gave me. Hahaha ! She old liao :/
Kkay. Had cakes fr dessert. & Really have alot of things to eat.
Then Papa kip ask me to take photo of him. HAHAHA ! So damn funny .
After dinner ,was alrdy 7p.m plus . LOL ! Thn went to HougangMall .
Bought disc : 败犬女王.

Story Line :
Ethan Ruan and Cheryl Yang - Main Actors
What will happen when Shan Wu Shuang, a 33 year old beautiful, hardworking yet single woman, meets Lucas, a 25 year old romantic and handsome regular worker? There is an 8 year age difference – what kind of story would then be created? A story that will let us laugh and let us cry. I’m not defeated! I’m the Queen!
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& Went to fair price buy things :D
Home sweet home . Kkay ,Shall blog till here .
Kkay, Photo shall do th talking :D

Another day, LOL !

2009-06-06T19:06:00.003+08:00

Dint get to meet Baby .
Bcoz my skin suddenly bcame so red & th skin drop off
Make me see liao ,feel like cutting out my skin !!
Arghhhhhhh ! Damn angry, But its ohkay. Baby say he's coming tmrw
He intend to come tday, but i asked him not to.

Haa. I dint know what to blog either.
Just now blog fr Baby till my brain cell all dead.
Kkay, Shall stop here . Headache .

Two Hundred & Eighty Five Days, & Still Counting.
Fifteen Days, To Our Three Hundred Days !
Ninteen Days, To Our Tenth Month !
Where is my present ~

Memories Of Us . <3

2009-06-06T13:22:00.008+08:00

Helloh Earthling . ( I re-edited this post. :/ Sorry uh ! )
Dontknow what happen to me ,Just feel like blogging fr my boyfr.
Probably th feeling inside me ,Is telling me he's my true love ?
I hope he is . Bcoz im really using all my love to love him ,To care & understand him.

You guys, can choose not to read it :D

We were just two stranger on th earth. We met on th internet thru "Friendster".
I rmbr, I went to view my friend. & Happen to see this guy name "Shouta".
& His profile picture was like with only one eye. So I was curious ,& Went to view his profile ;
Unfortunately, he privated his profile. Kkay, so i logged out . Dint view.
Next day, I online ; He added me. So i accepted his friend request.
So i commented on his profile, soon we kip commenting & We exchanged MSN.
& We bcame friends. We text, call & msn . Thn soon after we bcame one(stead).
At first, Just thought we were playing . I thought he has that mind set too. So we bcame one fr few months till now.
Who know we can last till that long . Haa for about ninth month & twelve days.

This ninth month of love, we learn & grow. Lots of obstacles. Really alot.
He time me . & I forgive. I dont know why too. Lot of people were saying im stupid to do that.
But i love him. So, that was how dumb i was . & Bcoz of those obstacles, I bcome more & more braver.
To see things more widely. To see things more clearly. & To face things more bravely.
I learn to give in & give out . To endure . To love & to care. To be more understanding.
& so does he . He bcome even more better than he onced was .
Probably he's out to work & (to be thick-skinned.) or maybe i changed him :x HAHAHA !
He learn to endure me more, & to hold on to me no matter what.
Try he's very best to give me whatever he can give . Endure my unreasonable.
Though he onced did things that really hurt me badly, yet he's doing he's best now to repay me.
I can say that whatever thing he did ,is more than what i did fr him.
Baby , Thank you. I dont know how to express or to do anything , But i just wanted to say thank you.

I dont know what make us love one another that much till now.
I dont know what make you love me that much.
I dont know what make you hold on to me so tight.
I dont know what make you spend countless money on me.
I dont know what make you get what i want fr me.
I dont know what make this love last till that long.
I dont know what is th answer for all the question above ? I really dont know. & No one cn answer me.

But...
I know i love you alot.
I know i need you alot.
I know i love you like how much you love me.
I know i have to hold on you tightly.
I know i am lucky to have you as my boyfr.
I know i am a lucky girlfr.
I know i will last this love as long as i could.
I know i am pamper by you.
I know i am a blessed girlfriend.

& I also know :
I did alot of things to hurt you.
I am unreasonable.
I am spoilt by you.
I am petty.
I am too much sometime.

But , Everything i did is just bcoz i love you. x3
You did alot fr me . Not like me . I did nothing . I buy nothing . For you ):
I dont know what to do ,to make you feel my love. To let you know i love you.
I could only show my care & to be there fr you ,whenever you need me [:
Probably telling you 25 reasons why i love you ? :/ Kkkay, So th reasons are :

You're lovely.
You're cute.
You're friendly.
You're th first boyfr. that ever treat me so good.
You're th first boyfr. i love so much.
You endure my everything.
You put me in th first piority.
You make me be myself, not acting one infront of you.
You teaches me how to be braver.
You teaches me what is love.
You teaches me how to love.
You teaches me how to be understanding.
You endure me fr controlling you.
You spent all your time with me.
You spent all your money on me.
You'll joke with me.
You'll give me surprise.
You make my birthday a wonderful one.
You'll make th effort to celebrate & give me surprise on our anniversary.
You give me whatever i want ,(eg. XiaoPooh.)
You'll try your best to fufill my request. (eg. 100 paper flower.)
When i cry, You'll kiss my forehead. ^^
Th first guy that always make me laugh & make me cry.
Th first guy that make me jealous & angry over things.
Th first guy that i swear to married him.

Haa. So is th reason acceptable ? I dont care if its un-acceptable :x
I wont change either. Haa. So you still got to accept it :D
Baby,
I will do what it takes to make you smile.
I will do what it takes to make you laugh.
I will do what it takes to make you feel happy.
I will do what it takes to make you feel blessed.
I will do what it takes to make you feel important.
I will do what it takes to make you feel that you're th first.
I will do what it takes to make you feel that you're needed by me.
I will be more loving.
I will be more caring.
I will be more understanding.
I will be th world most lovely girlfr. & wifey. :D
I will be there fr you, whenever you need me. :D

To love is never easy. To find someone i love & love me back, is even difficult.
But fate brought us tgt. & I found you.
In my darkest time, you were th one there fr me ,cheering me up.
In my darkest time, you were th one there lighting up my life.
In my darkest time, you were th one there to save me.
In my darkest time, you were th one there to help me.
In my darkest time, you were th one there to wake me.
In my darkest time, you were th one there to be my hero, my superman.

You're my superman, my hero.
Thank for standing beside me, helping me.
We still got lot more obstacle to go over. & Much more to learn.
So, Baby lets walk hand in hand tgt to fight over this obstacles tgt, will you ?

This were th first picture we took. Five month of love.

You told me you were happy, Bcoz at last im willing to take picture with you . :x

Haa . Ridiculous . That was th Fifth Month . Now we were tgt fr Nine Month & Twelve Days ?

Like what th picture says, "Lets last this love x3 " !

This was th second picture.

I rmbr that day im going to my teacher house fr CNY thingy.

& You came all th way to Sengkang to accompanied me to Yishun [:

& When you were sleeping, I took this picture. (:

Third picture.

That was on Febuary, If im not wrong. {:

I rmbr that day, we've conflicts when sending me home.

But soon after that, We were alright . [:

"You're my greatest sunshines, & Forever you'll be ! "

Fourth Picture.

It was a night while we were walking home. We took this picture.

& Eventually it came out as if you were kissing me :x

But i rmbr you are not :x Haa . We were walking till th end of our life ,right ?

"You were the star and moon that looking after me ,all night."

Fifth Picture.

Valentine's Day Eve. You were sending me home.

You bought our FIRST BABY ,XiaoTong fr me . Suprise me :x Haa.

Make me so embarrassesd & dontknow how to thank you . :/

"XiaoTong is th love of our life, that make us continue ."

Sixth Picture.

Valentine's Day. Th greatest day that you ever give me.

Spent countless money on me. Bought me couple ring. & Bought a shirt to match me.

Give me whatever i want. Brought happiness to me.

"Thank you fr giving me sucha wonderful day & memories."

Seventh Picture.

Th first time we went to beach. [: You were tired & Sleeping on my laps.

I took pictures, & It came out to be like this.

Love Chemistry. I cant explain th chemistry between us.

"Its all just what love is about."

Eighth Picture.

We went to Esplanade . Sit outside esplanade talking & taking picture.

Though is simple ,Yet its fun . Bcoz there is you around.

Ninth Picture.

A day out with my friend. & make me so jealous over something.

& probably pissed too. Haa. But still we have lots of fun.

"Baby & BeeBee ; Unexplainable Love."

Tenth Picture.

Love With Our Heart. Care With Our Love ; & Thats th reason why we're still tgt.

It just love that make us last till now.

Mr & Mrs Zhuo , Will i be th real one in th future ? (:

Eleventh Picture.

Th second time we went to th beach, To celebrate our Seventh Month.

Simple ,But yet sweet & fun . Picture with love.

I feel th love whenever i look at our picture.[:

12th Picture.

You were trying out some shoe. & Im taking photo.

We announced we were engaged on th 10th April.

Th marriage msg, rmbr :D

" I do. "

13th & 14th Picture.

Th Look In Your Eyes , Its just fate that brought us tgt.

We should cherish this fate, & hold on as long as we could.

& I lust you, forever . I swear.

15th Picture.

In my world there's only you. Just you.

You were th one i love . Th one i swear to be tgt frever & ever.

" Sarang Heiyo. "

16th Picture.
No word can describe our love. Its simple outside & complicated inside.

Th love that bond between us ,is never that easy to be break apart.

"Everything done is just bcoz i love you."

17th Picture.

We are deep in love. Yea ,We are. That's why, we last till now.

No matter how much obstacles we are facing.

" Thanks fr enduring me . "

18th Picture.

A never ending love story. Bcoz you hold on tightly to me.

No one can break us apart. Mr & Mrs Zhuo .

" Baby , Thankyou. "

19th Picture.
I believe & trust that we'll last till eternity. :)

Dont betray my trust. Dont ever hurt me.
"Can I trust you ? & Hand myself over to you . "

20th Picture.

Only you. Just you that i could only see.

On my mind always. You're th one that corrupt my minds .

21th Picture.
Th day that i feel very guilty. Making you run all th way back to me.

Just to return me, my ring. I wont forget th day.

I wont forget ,how guilty i feel. )':

" Baby , Im sorry. "

22nd Picture.
You work night shift. Came over to find me.

We just did th same old thing . Walk ,Arcade, Talk & Home.

But i still feel happy. Bcoz there's you. (:

23rd Picture.

Kisses For My Romeo ~

Baby ,You're th one that make fall so deep in love.

You're th one that i always blog about & talk about ,Think about & miss about.

I cry & I laugh just for you. So promised not to leave me ,alone. Will you ?

"Romeo, I love you . Mwarkies. "

24th Picture.

Kisses For My Juliet ~

Thanks fr everything. Your love & Care.

Thanks fr enduring me, Always. {:

25th Picture.

Tiamo Te Quiero. ( Iloveyou)

That day when we took this picture. We had a bigh conflict.

Th day that i was super sad over what you did. But still we're back to normal. {:
Promised not to shout at me ,anymore kkay ? )': That hurt badly.

25 picture up there. But we took a total of 87 photos.

More to upload. But im lazy. Haa. We will take even more photos.

Hundred. Thousand. Million. Until th end of our life.

Baby , Let's Last This Love ; kkay ? I love you.

Our couple wallet. & Th Babies you bought fr me .

Its all my precious . & I love it like how i love you. Treat it with love & care.

& Th ring you bought me. All are my precious. x3 Thanks fr everything.

Zhuo JianZhi ,
Thank for everything you did . Those memories you gave me .
Those love you express . Thankyou.
L-o-v-e is just four letter word. Look simple, Yet complicated. Its seems easy to express, hard it real hard to. When you're with someone long enough , Th more you will demand more things from him/her.
Our love is like this ,& so th more i demand from him.
Take his pampered fr granted. Sorry, Baby.
I will love you like how you love me.
I will care you like how you care me.
I will dote you like how you dote me.
I will miss you like how you miss me.
I will be more understanding, like how you do.
Thankyou, Baby . x3

You're My Superman ,My Hero !
Baby, Thank for everything.
I love you, forever & ever.

Back with a better mood.

2009-06-05T12:55:00.002+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling . I guess you guys are a lil irritated by my emo post bahs ?
So, im back with a better & happier mood . Haa ,Bcoz my prob. is sloved. [:
I dont know if Baby is coming over later. Im still having conflict with him since that day ?
Im getting mad over that conflicts. I really have to talk all things out .
I feel that im letting go ? I dont know . Im a bit tired now .
Haa . Kkay ,dont talk about that . What should i talk about than ?

Ahaah ! I changed my blogskin few days ago . Does it look nice ?
Haa . Not much thing . Just changed some alignment & etc. Picture edited.
& Put up my own instead. Base code was from someone . LOL ! Edited ,& Turn out like this [:
I put some effort to make it . For about few hour ? LOL !
Changed all th fonts & Etc. :D
I shall stop here . Back to blog, when anything interesting happen.

Letting go might be a better way fr th both of us ?
I see no more future & happiness infront waiting fr us .
What happen to us ? Baby, What's going on between us ? Why does it feel so different ?
Did you changed or did i changed ? Hais , I dont wish to know anything .
Im always hiding . ): I afraid of th truth !

It was a tough week . )':

2009-06-04T16:00:00.003+08:00

Hmm , What more could i say ? It wasn't a great week for me .
I dont know why i feel so moodless this few days ,Especially yesterday.
Something went wrong ,But i dont know where went wrong .
I feel like crying ,feel like screaming & shouting all over .
I dont want to stay where i am . I dont want to be like this . Its torturing . ):
Things werent as easy as you all see . Im blind folded . I feel like as if someone kip stabbing on me.
I feel so useless now . OR maybe im always that useless .
I rmbr asking my sister ,Why do people emo ? She answer bcoz thy're not happy.
But aint i supposed to be happy now ? Bcoz i have a loving boyfr., a loving groups of friends & a loving family.
Or am i too greedy ? Haa. I dont know ,I just dont feel happy. I want to be happy . Someone ,Make me laugh please !

I muz be dreaming. I muz be dreaming & suffering in a dream.
Wake me up, Please . Someone help me please. Get me up from my torturing dreams .
I have alot of things to do . I have alot of things to learn & to be living my life happily.
I still dont know where im supposed to be . Where is my home . Where is my dreams ?
Why does it look like im alone ?
And when i say all this , One sentence is in my mind :"You're just thinking too much."
Oh whatever .

What to do ? i dont know . Charmaine gave me one option . But ,i dont want .
Bcoz i dont know how to accept th fact when i know. Im afraid. As i say, im no longer that strong .
But i still got to be brave and to face everything . I cant possibly hide everything . I know . Hais. What am i suppose to do ?
Baby, Are you my superman ? Baby ,Are you my light ? Will you do what you say ?
To shine me thru th darkness ? & Bring me out of fear ,To save me from where i am ? ):
And to be th hero that is always there fr me ,to protect me from where i am ? ):
Im so afraid of th answer, Be it positive or negative . Help me please, someone !
Baby, I need you so much ; Now !

What is wrong with me, today ?

2009-06-03T21:42:00.003+08:00

Im sleepy. I will update real soon. Just let me rant down here fr a while.
It was not a great day for me . How about you guys ? )':
Hope it was a great one fr you guys . [:

Was supposed to go out with friends . But end up cancel when i dont even know ?
Only when Eileen told me . It's like i was happily looking forward to go out with you guys ;
But end up cancel when i dont even know ? Wtf ? Haa . Ridiculous .
I know she mean well for me ,Bcoz im sort of sick . But still not that worst .
& Told her a million time that im alright , I can go out . But haa. End up ? Cancel ?
Okay ,Whatever . Im not going to ask anyone out, anymore . Just you guys going anywhere ,Just text me.
Im not angry or what . Just a lil irritated ! But i know she mean well fr me .

Alright. Dint went out with Friends . Out with Baby than . Anws with friends, He's tagging along too.
Still th same . Just without friends. & God damn unlucky !
We went to th beach for not even TEN minutes ,My shoe dont know kna what thing ! -.-
Thn im pissed . Really pissed . Before that alrdy not in th mood .
& Fr th dontknow what hell thing , I get BLOODY pissed off .
Soon than , Baby & I quarrel ! Oh my godness sake !
Went home. To wash that bloody shoe & my legs ; Bcoz its like damn lot ! :@
Home soon. After washing ,Wanted go Compass fr dinner ; FCUK UP LUCK ,My shoe spoil !
We were suppose to be alright & cool down ,& He bloody shout at me like nobody business .
I was like bloody damn pissed & shout him back . There were people looking , But who cares .
Im damn pissed that time ! Fr th entire lifetime that was th real pissed .
Cabbed home . Changed to another pair of shoe & went to Green bought a new pair.
& We were like quarrelling fr th rest of th day ? After buying, went to have my dinner .
After dinner, went home . & Sit down @ house downstair, Talk . He apologised . FINALLY !
Thn Home Sweet Home ! Fcuk up day. Oh my god ~

idk if what's on my mind is right. Im worried its true.
what am i supposed to do. i cant be hiding everyday. i need to get th truth.
& when i know th truth ,&it turn out to be true ; what am i supposed to do ?
Im so not brave now. I need alot of support. Im getting lost in th dark ,who will be my light to shine me thru ?
Who will be th one to save me out from fear ? Where is my hero ?
Im so afraid . Im crying . I troubling over it . Oh fcuk ,What am i suppose to do ?
Its so not possible fr me to hide over it ,& pretending i know nothing ! ):
Save me from my darkness ,Guide me along my road, please ! My superman ,Did you hear me ? )':

Im tired . D:

2009-06-02T21:49:00.002+08:00

Im tired. I promise to update tmrw with pictures, alright.
I have so much trouble(s) on my mind. Need to calm down, fr a moment.
Something isnt going right. Th feeling is so strong, that make me hide myself to one side.
My heart, went wrong. Its' rebelling me. Its so hard to control. Oh, Fcuk this god damn feeling.
Baby, Where are you ? Someone help me ,Please ! )':

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I had more to improve in blogskin-ing.
I shall used this current one . & I shall edit bit by bit fr that blogskin .
People stay tuned to my new blogskins :D

2009-06-01T14:57:00.004+08:00

Helloh-Helloh ! My mood doesnt seems to have any improve.
I feel so confused inside uh . Dont know why either.
I need to sort out how i feel . Hais, Why is there so much feelings ?

Later im probably going to see a doctor. Dint went yesterday,
so probably will go later, But i dont want . I seems perfectly alright now ?
I dont know luhs. But my throat still a lil pain ; & Baby is coming over now.
Which i find it a bit stupid ?
Bcoz im seeing a doctor later, with Papa & Mama @ ard 6plus ? Wont it be a bit stupid fr him to come ?
I mean not that kind of stupid ,I mean he come he reach also 4 plus liao ? Thn whats th point fr him to come ?
I wonder if mama & papa can let him overnight @ our house :x HAHAHA ! Think is impossible ?
Where is he going to sleep anws ? Haa .
Arghhs ! Im just so confused lahs. I mean ,If he come thn he's going to tag along with us ?
Hmm ? Idk ? Haa. He insist on coming ! Grhh . Slap him later when i see him ;
Though i miss him . But i dont want him to go here & there uh .

Tmrw, He's on night shift & maybe he's coming over ? But im going to Parent's Meet !
What th hell. & This wk schdule is like so busy ?
Alright, so maybe he's coming tmrw ,Thn parent meet @ afternoon ? He tagging along agn ? Wth~
What on earth is wrong with all this dates .
Kkay. Whatever. He can tag along if he want.
Hmm. Thn wednesday still got what Social Studies Mock Exams ? What th hell is that ?
I dont know . HAHAHA ! Im going out with Friends & Baby on Wednesday~
Happy~ Happy~ Happy~ Let's Cheer ! Yeah !!! HAHAHA !
Kkay. I think i shall just end here ? Will be back when something funny happen !

Dont you think my post is cute ? HAHAHA ! Its full of emoticons.
I have few mores ! HAHAHA !

Baby, Thanks fr everything you done. I just feel like telling you ,I love you.
I dont know why. But i feel that you've done alot fr me . Really lot.
Thankyou . Baby, I love you & i mean it . Its sure gna be forever loving you.
I wish that this love will last frever & ever !

[EDITED]

Baby came after i blog finish . So, i went offline & accompanied him watch Tv.
After that Daddy came back. & Followed by Mum. So i changed & prepare to go out with them.
Daddy asked Baby along to have dinner tgt.
Haa. So, Baby followed. Hmm. Thn after dinner went to see doctor.
After doctor, Baby was still with us.
Thn me & Baby walked to Point, while siblings & parents go there by car.
Reached point & we go Fair-Price. Baby push th trolley cart.
Thn we were like shopping fr things . HAHAHA ! Love Baby lahs .
He's like part of our family. Haa.
Thn, later walked home onced we finished Shopping by tht time was alrdy 9p.m plus ?
Walked home to th Bus27 stop, to accompanied Baby wait fr bus
& Home Sweet Home ! :D

Parents meet tmrw. Siian ~

[/EDITED]

A random post , choose not to read it .

2009-05-31T17:23:00.003+08:00

Helloh. Its just a random post. I need to vent my mood out now.
Or i will feel very down. Haa. So you can choose not to read it :D

Friend & Boyfriend. Boyfriend seems to have bcome th first *piority.
I feel tht i spend lesser time with friends than to boyfriend.
All my blog pictures seems to have more Boyfr. photos than friends.
All i mention in my blog seems to be all boyfr. no longer friends. ):
Im sorry to friends that i loved. I seems to be selfish. I could not afford to lose any one of them.
I needed everyone in my life. Be it friends or boyfr. Thy're important.
BUT i could only say than to make it a balanced time fr friends & boyfriend. )':
I seems to be so selfish. Boyfr. also seems to accompanied me all th time than with his friend.
Am i too selfish ? Did i spare a thought fr anyone or do i only think fr myself. To get myself what i want.
I feel like crying & i feel guilty. I want my friend. & So do my boyfriend.
But, I dont know how to make them balanced. I really dont know.
If i go out with boyfr & friend ,who am i suppose to accompanied ? How to make it a balanced one ?
I dont know . Friends, Im sorry & Im really sorry . )':

Im getting selfish & even more selfish. To friend & boyfr. is always so selfish, I guess ?
Probably it time i spare a thought fr everyone & to make sure i have enough time fr everyone.
I have much more to learn & to understand & to grow . I need to be more understanding & to be more mature.
I have too much to learn. Love will make me lose eveything one day.
So i have to learn how to managed my time well enough .

Hmph. I feel much more better . Shall end here. Goodbye .
Remember to tag me, please :D

H.UIXUAN xD

With you around, everything is safe.

Rewind .

Title ? What would it be ?

I dont know what's wrong with me .

I wonder, Where to go ?

Helloh to blogger ! :D

Helloh Blogger ! :D

I had a great day ! :D

Will update real soon! :D

Replies Of Tags :D

I know you are the one (L),

Where's th rainbow ,after the rain ?

I see a rainbow, after th rain. (:

Happy Twelve Monthsary ; One Year Annivesary ! :D

<3

Its the love story <3

& Three more days, (L)

Such a tiring day,

My 558th Blog Post ^^v

Another day gone .

Two day post,

& Your my everything. :D

Disappoinment hurts, real badly.

I'll move on,

Shattered Heart, 2009-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00 Once broken ,is always broken ;Even how hard we mend it back, theres still crack lines )':& so do my heart ; Nothing help at all ,th broken pieces wont be found back anymore. ):All this is just part & parcel of life. & who know im crying, now ?

Boring Sunday.

Updated For All Of You ! :D

Happy Eleventh Monthsary ♥

Happy Eleventh Monthsary ♥ (:

Its just another day,

What th hell~

Im so happy, today.

Hope Baby Recover Soon~

No pictures today :(

Poor Sick Baby, I will tkcare of you :)

Why cant i just quit school ? :x

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Blog updated for yesterday.

Helloh. Will i be gng out ,later ?

Because Of You );

Upset & Tiring day,

I think it would be a long post ?

STUPID BLOGGER ! :x

Hello ,New blogskin ! :D

Join me on plurk now ! :D

Unexplainable Feeling .

Helloh ! Updated !

Back to blog.

Quiz time . ;D

Happy Tenth Monthsary ♥ (:

Time For Blog.

Happy Birthday, Charmaine Lee Ying Lei (L) !

Extend Of Holidays ! :D

{♥} HAPPY FATHER's DAY !

Im sleepy lah ._.

Sleepy or tired ? )x

Happy Third Month To Charmaine & Zhixian !

Two Hundred & Ninety-Five Days Of Love.

Speechless ,Nothing on my mind.

Im always th same huixuan . {:

Back to Blog :D

Love is just what all about .

Will a relationship last forever ?

} Family Outing @ Sakura.

Another day, LOL !

Memories Of Us . <3

Back with a better mood.

It was a tough week . )':

What is wrong with me, today ?

Im tired . D:

A random post , choose not to read it .

Shattered Heart,
2009-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00
Once broken ,is always broken ;
Even how hard we mend it back, theres still crack lines )':

& so do my heart ;
Nothing help at all ,th broken pieces wont be found back anymore. ):
All this is just part & parcel of life.

& who know im crying, now ?